FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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No matter what the only beauty could ever lie in death, I see so much beauty in the absence of everything, all that's beautiful to me is an dreamless eternal sleep where all is forgotten about. Only ceasing to exist is beautiful as it brings peace from the torturous and futile burden of existing as a human.
I'd never wish for something so evil as existence, existence will always be evil as it's the source of all suffering, it's such a horrific, disturbing tragedy how something as hellish and harmful as life even exists at all. I see existence as nothing more than a virus that creates endless cruelty, suffering, pain and agony, it's really evil how existence has tormented existing beings all throughout history.
To exist means to suffer all while risking experiencing much worse suffering at any moment yet to cease existing means to be free from the ability to suffer, there are no disadvantages to not existing which is why only eternal nothingness is beautiful to me, to be able to die peacefully would be a beautiful release from something so evil as existence.
I'd always prefer to not exist no matter what especially as existence is nothing but suffering, to be conscious and aware with the ability to be tormented endlessly is an abomination, in fact existence is such an abomination in general.
It's very tragic how there isn't just nothingness and instead there is all this evil, it's so disgusting how suicide isn't accepted despite the fact that in this existence there is endless potential for suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer, all that I see as beautiful is this existence permanently disappearing into nothingness.
I'd never wish for something so evil as existence, existence will always be evil as it's the source of all suffering, it's such a horrific, disturbing tragedy how something as hellish and harmful as life even exists at all. I see existence as nothing more than a virus that creates endless cruelty, suffering, pain and agony, it's really evil how existence has tormented existing beings all throughout history.
To exist means to suffer all while risking experiencing much worse suffering at any moment yet to cease existing means to be free from the ability to suffer, there are no disadvantages to not existing which is why only eternal nothingness is beautiful to me, to be able to die peacefully would be a beautiful release from something so evil as existence.
I'd always prefer to not exist no matter what especially as existence is nothing but suffering, to be conscious and aware with the ability to be tormented endlessly is an abomination, in fact existence is such an abomination in general.
It's very tragic how there isn't just nothingness and instead there is all this evil, it's so disgusting how suicide isn't accepted despite the fact that in this existence there is endless potential for suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer, all that I see as beautiful is this existence permanently disappearing into nothingness.
