STTP
Straight To The Point
- Oct 10, 2023
- 40
I've become a bit of an angry person. I feel little depression at how I'm not ready for this exam, something predictably my fault, but I feel anger. Just overall hatred. I never thought I'd be an angry person, but somehow it's happened to me.
Is this something so minute and dumb to kill yourself over? Yes. It just feels like another straw on the camel's back.
I probably won't do it, my spouse needs me, and I haven't suffered enough on this earth yet. I think I was put here to suffer, more and more and more, and I clearly don't get to die yet. I haven't suffered enough. All part of the plan. I'll stick around, I guess.
Is this something so minute and dumb to kill yourself over? Yes. It just feels like another straw on the camel's back.
I probably won't do it, my spouse needs me, and I haven't suffered enough on this earth yet. I think I was put here to suffer, more and more and more, and I clearly don't get to die yet. I haven't suffered enough. All part of the plan. I'll stick around, I guess.
