eviction soon probably

[sincerelysad]

im probably being evicted soon. my partner keeps trying to convince me that it'll be okay and i really don't think it's going to be.
i wanted to have a foolproof and dignified way to ctb before facing homelessness. i dont think im going to be able to achieve that, and soon i won't have a home address to order SN to. it's not really one of those things you can ask an acquaintance to borrow an address for, lol. im having a hard time coping with knowing that i won't ever have access to a peaceful death and i'll have to suffer into oblivion.
im terrified. i don't really know what to say beyond that. im really afraid. being homeless is one thing, but being faced with a violent death and possible lifetime disability solely because i can't handle being homeless is clearly a whole other issue.
i want to close my eyes and for it all to be over.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds like a really horrible situation to be in, it's just so awful how life can torture people this way and it's tragic how options of peaceful ways to exit are denied from us. I hope that you eventually find the freedom that you wish for from this hellish world.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

What's going on? What's leading to your eviction?

 

[MidnightCat]

I'm sorry to hear that, wish I could help..

 

[jessisme]

im probably being evicted soon. my partner keeps trying to convince me that it'll be okay and i really don't think it's going to be.
i wanted to have a foolproof and dignified way to ctb before facing homelessness. i dont think im going to be able to achieve that, and soon i won't have a home address to order SN to. it's not really one of those things you can ask an acquaintance to borrow an address for, lol. im having a hard time coping with knowing that i won't ever have access to a peaceful death and i'll have to suffer into oblivion.
im terrified. i don't really know what to say beyond that. im really afraid. being homeless is one thing, but being faced with a violent death and possible lifetime disability solely because i can't handle being homeless is clearly a whole other issue.
i want to close my eyes and for it all to be over.

My plan is to ctb to avoid homelessness too. I really hope we are both able to escape the kind of suffering that homelessness brings. Love to you. xo, j

 

[sincerelysad]

What's going on? What's leading to your eviction?

not being able to pay rent + being on a payment plan already for being a month late

 

[LaVieEnRose]

not being able to pay rent + being on a payment plan already for being a month late

I'm sure you have considered everything but there are no other resources or people to fall back on?

 

[sincerelysad]

I'm sure you have considered everything but there are no other resources or people to fall back on?

yes, unfortunately. there are really no options left. my partner also has somewhere else to go, with family and the like. and i have no one and nowhere to go.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

yes, unfortunately. there are really no options left. my partner also has somewhere else to go, with family and the like. and i have no one and nowhere to go.

They'll take him in but let his girlfriend be homeless?

 

[sincerelysad]

They'll take him in but let his girlfriend be homeless?

yes

 

[LaVieEnRose]

yes

I'm so sorry. I wish I had some way of helping you.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

How much is needed to stave off eviction anyways, if you're willing to share?

 

[jay308]

See if it's possible to buy an old car. Living in a car is much better than living on the streets.

 

[sincerelysad]

See if it's possible to buy an old car. Living in a car is much better than living on the streets.

unfortunately this is not possible

How much is needed to stave off eviction anyways, if you're willing to share?

a little over a grand, i believe

 

[Uk2023]

im probably being evicted soon. my partner keeps trying to convince me that it'll be okay and i really don't think it's going to be.
i wanted to have a foolproof and dignified way to ctb before facing homelessness. i dont think im going to be able to achieve that, and soon i won't have a home address to order SN to. it's not really one of those things you can ask an acquaintance to borrow an address for, lol. im having a hard time coping with knowing that i won't ever have access to a peaceful death and i'll have to suffer into oblivion.
im terrified. i don't really know what to say beyond that. im really afraid. being homeless is one thing, but being faced with a violent death and possible lifetime disability solely because i can't handle being homeless is clearly a whole other issue.
i want to close my eyes and for it all to be over.

Can you find a shelter type of place?

Like can arrive at 9pm and leave by 9am?

In UK you can present at local authority as homeless and be housed for 1 night in emergency accommodation, they do this every day until they find a temporary place. You can claim housing benefit, etc so it's free.

Or a job with accommodation (I know that's a lot to do in a short time) but hospitality or being a nanny to young or carer to old (in my country UK it can take time and money to join an agency, have a police check, etc but it's an option still)

 

[sincerelysad]

Can you find a shelter type of place?

Like can arrive at 9pm and leave by 9am?

In UK you can present at local authority as homeless and be housed for 1 night in emergency accommodation, they do this every day until they find a temporary place. You can claim housing benefit, etc so it's free.

Or a job with accommodation (I know that's a lot to do in a short time) but hospitality or being a nanny to young or carer to old (in my country UK it can take time and money to join an agency, have a police check, etc but it's an option still)

unfortunately there are a lot of obstacles in my way regarding shelters including county jurisdiction and my ID, low bed availability, low urgency of my situation (i am not pregnant, a victim of physical violence, nor do i have children), and other things. my situation is simply not prioritized.