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Shiv15

Shiv15

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Sep 3, 2020
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I have my antacid (contains milk of magnesium), my SN, and meto. I will be buying a weighing scale to measure the SN and all.
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But the problem is, I don't have anymore SN other than this 50grams. So i have to ctb this time.. This is my last option. Since I weigh just over 100kg(220lb), i will be taking 30grams of SN in first glass, then 20grams more in the 2nd as backup. Planning to have both cups with 50ml water.

But to be honest, I have 2 concerns. 1 of which being the taste. I am pretty sure it will be extremely difficult for me to take down that SN. I have a thing with salty taste. 2nd being vomiting. I know i will be using meto and all, but most people do vomit even after taking meto. And this is my only chance to ctb. I don't have a 2nd chance.

Can I do anything else to make sure I don't vomit and something that I can do to make the taste bearable?
 
sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,870
I have my antacid (contains milk of magnesium), my SN, and meto. I will be buying a weighing scale to measure the SN and all.
View attachment 53161

But the problem is, I don't have anymore SN other than this 50grams. So i have to ctb this time.. This is my last option. Since I weigh just over 100kg(220lb), i will be taking 30grams of SN in first glass, then 20grams more in the 2nd as backup. Planning to have both cups with 50ml water.

But to be honest, I have 2 concerns. 1 of which being the taste. I am pretty sure it will be extremely difficult for me to take down that SN. I have a thing with salty taste. 2nd being vomiting. I know i will be using meto and all, but most people do vomit even after taking meto. And this is my only chance to ctb. I don't have a 2nd chance.

Can I do anything else to make sure I don't vomit and something that I can do to make the taste bearable?
Hey, I would recommend to use something like a mouth wash for the taste. And drinking a second glass if you vomit will certainly kill you.
 
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Spitfire

Enlightened
Apr 26, 2020
1,274
I do not think there is really much more of anything you can do to prevent yourself from vomiting. It is a likely aftereffect of consuming the poison.

Probably, taking ODT Ondansetron may be of some additional benefit alongside with the other antiemetic?
 
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Sakura94

empty
Nov 26, 2020
673
Hoping this is what you truly want, Rikki. I don't know if vomiting happens every time it seems to happen often enough though. I saw Stan's guide but I don't know what happened to him after it and if it even worked for him. It seems those close to him have gone too.
 
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bluesky1972-2019

bluesky1972-2019

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May 21, 2019
377
I've had everything ready for over a year now. Been trying again to see if things improve. But feel like I'm getting nowhere. I'm worried about vomiting even though I don't mind salty tastes and will be following the 48hr regime.
Please try all you can before making that final decision and hopefully things will get better for you.
 
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mikenoir

To cheer upon death: to see life as more beautiful
Nov 3, 2020
119
I have my antacid (contains milk of magnesium), my SN, and meto. I will be buying a weighing scale to measure the SN and all.
View attachment 53161

But the problem is, I don't have anymore SN other than this 50grams. So i have to ctb this time.. This is my last option. Since I weigh just over 100kg(220lb), i will be taking 30grams of SN in first glass, then 20grams more in the 2nd as backup. Planning to have both cups with 50ml water.

But to be honest, I have 2 concerns. 1 of which being the taste. I am pretty sure it will be extremely difficult for me to take down that SN. I have a thing with salty taste. 2nd being vomiting. I know i will be using meto and all, but most people do vomit even after taking meto. And this is my only chance to ctb. I don't have a 2nd chance.

Can I do anything else to make sure I don't vomit and something that I can do to make the taste bearable?
I think you might as well add a painkiller like Ibuprofen.
 
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justanotherstar

justanotherstar

Life: you can’t fire me, I quit.
Nov 23, 2020
345
There is a high probability you will vomit, even with the Meto which is why they recommend a second glass. All the case reports I've read show people don't survive a second glass of SN. It sounds like you're well prepared. I'm sorry it has come to this, like others have said be sure it really is your time to CTB. Your SS family is here to support you whether you choose to stay a while or go
 
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