Method Everything is in place, I’m going to hang myself tomorrow.

[onmy12threason]

I have felt an indescribable amount of relief knowing that my suffering will end tomorrow. Bought a 550 paracord, did some research on the mechanics of hanging, and bought a couple joints for the road. I chose a fairly rural trail to scout out tomorrow. I hope that my rotting body will feed the nature around me, that my death serves some sort of purpose.

I've ultimately decided that I won't write a note, because truthfully I am not interested in what happens after I leave this world. I deserve to die with dignity, and anyone who truly knows me will understand why I did this. I'll likely do one more update before tomorrow, but if I don't, you can infer what happened. I hope everyone here can find the peace they deserve, however that may look.

 

[dark_side_idea]

Perhaps, writing a note could be useful for yourself, l mean, after you write it you can always cancel it, but l highly recommend you to write your mind down, you'll feel a sense of closure, and it ll make every thing more real

 

[LaughingGoat]

Enjoy the peace of nothingness, fully becoming one with nature sounds like a beautiful thing.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel relieved at the thought of the suffering ending, I hope that you find the freedom you search for.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I wish you all the best and good luck with your plan. I hope you find peace.

 

[rozeske]

I wish you the best. I hope you find the peace and freedom you search for

 

[TheDruBo]

550 paracord for full suspension won't be strong enough.

 

[errorsinmypast]

I'm glad you've found some peace before you ctb, being at peace with the decision will make passing over much more bearable when the time comes.

Wishing you lots of luck, I hope it brings you all you've wished for.

 

[onmy12threason]

550 paracord for full suspension won't be strong enough.

Hello- I bought a second rope (1100 paracord, holds 220 lbs) in case my first is unable to hold my weight. I'm roughly 130 pounds. I'm concerned that a thinner rope may hurt more (and make it difficult to find the trachea/carotid artery), but I am going to try my hardest to pass nonetheless. If I fail I will buy another rope and try again tomorrow.