I thought that "catching the bus" was a term that only applied to deaths by suicide but anyway, it's true that existence is completely meaningless and our lives are insignificant, so of course at the end of the day it makes no difference if we die now or in 50 years. All life leads to death anyway and all that we are doing is waiting to cease existing. I believe that the inevitability of death emphasises how pointless life really is, life really is just an useless struggle that leads to nothing and nowhere apart from us not existing so this gives me the conclusion that existing could never be worth it. There is no value and benefit to having to exist in this world where there is no limit as to how much we can potentially be tortured, it feels more rational to want to take control over when we die and escape this hell.
Because after all, nobody can be harmed by non existence. I just think that a lot of people in this world are delusional when it comes to the true meaningless nature of life, they attach so much value on to life and act all horrified at the thought of someone choosing to exit, calling it an "illness", but it's like they forget that we are all destined to die so to me it makes sense to wish to permanently solve all the problems that existing brings.