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Everyday is harder

burner4242

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May 5, 2024
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Everyday is harder and harder. I just want to use my knives on myself but they've been confiscated. I broke a blade out of a razor and cut again but it just doesn't hurt the same. Knives are deep and dull pain and razors are sharp and stinging pain. I want to break down and buy more knives but I just know I can't. I have to stop but for what? I'm so angry
 
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