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Ravel

Ravel

tired
Dec 13, 2021
149
But I just can't die. I don't have the courage. I'm still here, unemployed, miserable, depressed. Why do so many good and talented people die while I'm still here? I'm useless. I just want to die and donate my organs to someone. Why am I still here
 
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Hermitcrab

Hermitcrab

Not an actual crab
Nov 28, 2025
22
Same here. Would've been long gone if I wasn't so scared. I just delay it time and time again, until all those problems I keep running from will eventually catch up to me.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
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We're still here because SI is extremely powerful and our brain is designed to survive, even in chaos and huge suffering... It doesn't make sense but that's how it is.
 
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ObsidianWatcher

ObsidianWatcher

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Dec 12, 2025
47
I think that some day we'll learn to dampen those biological imperatives that force us to continue on despite our hearts screaming for rest. Until humans begin to understand that our place in the universe is not some divine gift, but rather a celestial accident, that will be a difficult road. Either way, I wish you the peace you deserve.
 

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