Venting Every year I tell myself this will be my last year

[Ravel]

But I just can't die. I don't have the courage. I'm still here, unemployed, miserable, depressed. Why do so many good and talented people die while I'm still here? I'm useless. I just want to die and donate my organs to someone. Why am I still here

 

[Silent.Tears]

I kinda feel the same way..

 

[Hermitcrab]

Same here. Would've been long gone if I wasn't so scared. I just delay it time and time again, until all those problems I keep running from will eventually catch up to me.

 

[unluckysadness]

We're still here because SI is extremely powerful and our brain is designed to survive, even in chaos and huge suffering... It doesn't make sense but that's how it is.

 

[ObsidianWatcher]

I think that some day we'll learn to dampen those biological imperatives that force us to continue on despite our hearts screaming for rest. Until humans begin to understand that our place in the universe is not some divine gift, but rather a celestial accident, that will be a difficult road. Either way, I wish you the peace you deserve.