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Young

Young

Member
Dec 8, 2024
85
This is all bs. Every method is sh*t.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2024
3,571
Very much so
 
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OTanerd

Member
Jan 15, 2025
36
Right?
Every method is either hard to achieve or requires going through immense pain.
I wish there was a button I could press to leave—no pain, just disappear.
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
1,150
yeah~ :( it's all trade-offs between likelihood of passing, accessibility, and painfulness involved~ >_< there is no perfect method~ :(
 
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Jadeith

Member
Jan 14, 2025
59
Dying in general sucks and takes unnecessary amount of effort, especially if you want to go in peace.
Maybe it's just Mother Nature's way to remind that there's no Ctrl+z here or cruel reminder that we're just somebody's playthings here and are not allowed to leave on our own terms.
 
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fuewybfunsfoiceoi

fuewybfunsfoiceoi

life is short, make it shorter
Mar 3, 2024
53
yep, agree,

always painful,
frightening,
risky consequences in case of failure,
high skill requirement,
heavily regulated,
discussion is taboo anywhere other than here,
 
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nomoredolor

nomoredolor

Experienced
Sep 7, 2024
274
Right?
Every method is either hard to achieve or requires going through immense pain.
I wish there was a button I could press to leave—no pain, just disappear.
I want to press that button too
 
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soonnotkoei

soonnotkoei

got my foot in the grave
Sep 24, 2024
100
this game cant be easy for once eh? you wanna live? suffering. you wanna die? suffer to death. unfair man.
 
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danny10

danny10

Student
Jan 8, 2025
129
Agreed. Death and dying will always be painful and scary, it douesn't matter when and how you die, it will always be a horrible experience. Everyone has to go through with it once in their life. Personally I prefer ending my life on my own terms, when I still can have some dignity. I don't want to suffer long that's sure. If you die of old age, I think it's also a scary experience. I either choose SN or hanging as my method.
 
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dontwakemeup

dontwakemeup

Arcanist
Nov 11, 2024
479
They can sell everything in the world but nobody is willing to sell Nembutal 😢 Is Dr. Kavorkian still alive? Is he in prison? I'm going to write him a letter and ask for guidance out of here! We don't deserve this!
 
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kitia973

kitia973

我亦定山河
Dec 24, 2024
66
I have always hated how people would place bans/make peaceful and quick methods unobtainable or inaccessible. Removing the method does not make people less want to die. It forces them to choose more brutal and unsafe options with a higher chance to fail and incapitate them. Life is just forced suffering, with the only way out being even more suffering.
 
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cait_sith

cait_sith

Brain rotted, often missing word
Apr 8, 2024
229
Dying is hard either way, we are all forced into death at some point, it's the brick wall in the distance. I think it's scary either way weather natural or suicide.
 
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kvorumese

"Wiped Out!"
Oct 21, 2024
64
I agree. Although I think jumping from a very high building onto solid ground like concrete is one of the most fail-safe and accessible methods, is it not?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
39,836
I understand, I see it as so cruel and dreadful how painless guaranteed ways to cease existing like Nembutal are so harmfully denied for me with suffering seen as to force and prolong no matter what instead. I just wish there's the option to just cease existing in peace with no risks of trying to die going wrong and leading to way worse agony as a result as all I hope for is to never suffer ever again, it's so painful to me how I cannot just simply choose to not exist as I'd never wish for the suffering in this undesirable existence, I hope you find peace.
 
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Schizo_turk

Schizo_turk

Member
Jan 17, 2025
50
It's worse when you are a broke third worlder with 0 income, your options are even more too limited, but we are all gonna dia eventually, most likely very painfully.
 
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Zaphkiel

IDK
May 13, 2023
211
Death isn't supposed to be a pleasing experience.
I wouldn't blame the methods anyway, moreso our circumstances that brought us here.
 
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soonnotkoei

soonnotkoei

got my foot in the grave
Sep 24, 2024
100
I have always hated how people would place bans/make peaceful and quick methods unobtainable or inaccessible. Removing the method does not make people less want to die. It forces them to choose more brutal and unsafe options with a higher chance to fail and incapitate them. Life is just forced suffering, with the only way out being even more suffering.
a hundred percent. banning easy methods is going to just make it worse.
 
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human909

human909

I just want peace
Dec 30, 2024
283
I know, the easy methods are the hardest to prepare and the hardest method are the most painful. I can understand im still trying to find my method.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,708
It really is. I wish that the right to die could be a thing so that we don't have to die in a horrific way but unfortunately most people seem to prefer dying horrifically than ending their life peacefully for even a second earlier than their natural death. I will never understand humans and their desire to keep on living even in the worst and torturous conditions imaginable. It makes me hate this species as a whole as it goes to show that our mindset on some things really are primitive. It sucks and I hate at how I have to be so secretive about ending my life but I can't do anything about it other than push on with these conditions
 
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SoulWhisperer

SoulWhisperer

A dead man cannot regret. « MtF »
Nov 13, 2023
422
The point of dying is quite literally inflicting enough damage on your body until the point it can't stand it anymore, so yeah, that's why imo. Stressing your body (which isn't a basic organism) until death is not something easy and straightforward.
 
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6lackstar

6lackstar

˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗
Nov 20, 2024
10
It feels like every method is either very difficult acquire certain components, is painful or could leave you braindead if done wrong
 
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NonEssential

NonEssential

Hanging in there
Jan 15, 2025
36
Very true. The only one I can imagine myself hopefully doing successfully is hanging even though I know the experience is going to be pretty painful.
 
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Gustav Hartmann

Gustav Hartmann

Warlock
Aug 28, 2021
796
Right?
Every method is either hard to achieve or requires going through immense pain.
I wish there was a button I could press to leave—no pain, just disappear.
If there were such a button, it would change nothing for me, my survival instinct is the problem not the method. Pain can be sweet.
 
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L'absent

L'absent

À ma manière 🪦
Aug 18, 2024
1,150
And in any case, it's absurd to constantly complain about the lack of "fast and certain" methods while simultaneously boycotting every method except SN, hanging, and a select few others. Naturally, this leads to stagnation and obscurity. Those who contribute to their own problems have no one to blame but themselves.
 
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failureofahuman

failureofahuman

Born failure, live failure, die failure
Nov 1, 2024
70
real af. I think methods like hanging and guns are pretty good actually, considering their efficacy. I'm trying to explain this in a way that makes sense, although they look brutal from a viewer's perspective (if you're mentally imagining what you or your corpse will look like during/after the process), if you're actually doing it to yourself it doesn't seem that awful to me. Like hanging is just jumping from a few feet up into a noose, and guns are just holding something up to your head and pulling a trigger. You pass out in seconds for both of them, it's a few seconds of moderate/severe pain and then just nothing. If anything I pity people who attempt with ineffective AND painful methods like poisoning and wrist cutting, they put themselves through all of that to fail. Although the risks from hanging and guns ARE awful, I'm a bit worried about shut in syndrome or paralysis or a coma. All are scary but I'm planning so hopefully I can die effectively.
 
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NegevChina

NegevChina

I've done the best I could
Sep 5, 2024
343
"The game of life is hard to play
I'm gonna lose it anyway
The losing card I'll one day lay
so this is what I have to say:

That suicide is painless
it brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it
if I please"

MASH theme song
From the times suicide was easily painless, like you could get N, breath a car exhaust with out the catalytic converter, jump from the empire state building
 
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Endofpain

Member
Dec 21, 2024
47
And in any case, it's absurd to constantly complain about the lack of "fast and certain" methods while simultaneously boycotting every method except SN, hanging, and a select few others. Naturally, this leads to stagnation and obscurity. Those who contribute to their own problems have no one to blame but themselves.
I second this

SN is hyped so much for no good reason. People claim peacefulness, when every single attempt involves puking. And then there is a days long protocoll with specific timestamps and additional medication required.

I feel like SN is a method that people want to make work and has no inherent potential of peacefulness by itself.
SN might still be relativeley peaceful option, but it cant compeat with something like inert gas.

This goes for accessability and easy of use.
 
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