Venting Every fact about me is so sad

[princeseadove]

I was talking to a friend, and usually my conversations are about creations and art, this time it was more personal. The whole time I felt really pathetic. I didn't feel like lying either, I should have. When I asked about why I don't take a lot of photos, it's because I feel extremely ugly and I don't go out. When asked about dreams, I say I tried modeling but I get comments of needing to glow up so that's why I picked up makeup. I'm such a weird person. I'm not even a person if I can't even keep up a true conversation becsuse of how utterly pathetic I am. I think I should die. I should. I'm making a rope, but it has GOVE out of shirt straps becsuse I think mh mom found my mom found my nooses. God I can't wait to die.

 

[Nightfoot]

Feeling pathetic doesn't mean you are. Everyone has things they're uncomfortable about, some are just really good at hiding it. Go easy with yourself, you deserve it.

 

[princeseadove]

Feeling pathetic doesn't mean you are. Everyone has things they're uncomfortable about, some are just really good at hiding it. Go easy with yourself, you deserve it.

My thing is that everything is attached to some trauma of mine. I don't have friends, I don't have anyone to rely on or any long lasting good memory, it's just misery. That in itself is pathetic I think

 

[Nightfoot]

My thing is that everything is attached to some trauma of mine. I don't have friends, I don't have anyone to rely on or any long lasting good memory, it's just misery. That in itself is pathetic I think

It certainly sounds challenging. I hope things get better for you.