I wish every day that my body never betrayed me, and instead behaved the way 99% of human bodies behave when exposed to new environments. I wish it wasn't so prone to inflammation and crapping out so easily, which would've prevented this entire mess to begin with. So, yes, I do wish I was more "normal". Nobody's system is perfect, but most people's systems have some resilience. Most people can adapt to their environments at least somewhat. My body has always been inept, incompetent, lazy, and possibly even malicious. I hate it more than I hate anything else, and it's not even close. I sometimes look at ending my life as less of a suicide and more of a murder against a treasonous body (and isn't treason punishable by death in most countries anyway?). It also helps me deal with the pain that ending myself will do to my friends and family - after all, I didn't ask for this body. It's not me who's going to cause them the pain of losing me - it's my body. THAT is the cause of all of this, which makes me innocent in a way.
Sometimes being more normal would be a good thing. I can't imagine how much easier my life would've been if I'd been born into an even remotely acceptable body.