Kramer
Nervous wreck
- Oct 27, 2020
- 1,399
SN?0RN0t
Tried to die in hurricane laura Even that failed
- Aug 25, 2020
- 20
Nacht
Rabbits on the Moon
- Dec 3, 2020
- 1,572
Regardless of how you see it, it seems to have lost, if my death has a meaning for those who matter to me, I do not think I can spend my last moments in peace knowing that I am causing them harm by killing myself, if my death will not matter to anyone, simply I would sink deeper into sadness when I realize how insignificant I was.
Kramer
Nervous wreck
- Oct 27, 2020
- 1,399
winechateu
Member
- Dec 4, 2020
- 33
all the time. i am currently working on emotionally detaching myself from those that i love so when it comes down to it, it wont hurt my heart as much.
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KleinerWolf
Account Wipe.
- Apr 30, 2020
- 2,700
I feel neutral.
It doesn’t comfort me nor does it make me discontent.
it’s like you have the path of life, doing whatever it is you normally do,
And then there’s this walking track next to it covered with more bushes at the entrance, u could tell not many people use it,
You decide to go with that instead because the main path hasn’t worked out too well.
I feel numb.
It gets old.
It doesn’t comfort me nor does it make me discontent.
it’s like you have the path of life, doing whatever it is you normally do,
And then there’s this walking track next to it covered with more bushes at the entrance, u could tell not many people use it,
You decide to go with that instead because the main path hasn’t worked out too well.
I feel numb.
It gets old.
Bull in a China shop
Self destruction button in play
- Oct 21, 2020
- 41
Interesting to know how others think, naive as it sounds but I always thought that when it came to thoughts of ctb we would all had the same emotions and thoughts.
Kramer
Nervous wreck
- Oct 27, 2020
- 1,399
What did you think people would think and feel?
KleinerWolf
Account Wipe.
- Apr 30, 2020
- 2,700
I think they were saying,
It’s hard to ctb because of the damage they see themselves project on loved ones,
and hypothetically speaking, if their ctb affects no one, they feel less valued.
Nacht
Rabbits on the Moon
- Dec 3, 2020
- 1,572
Yes, it was a verbiage to express that, thanks for making it more understandable.
Bull in a China shop
Self destruction button in play
- Oct 21, 2020
- 41
Well I'm the total opposite, the thoughts of ctb I feel freedom and peace, the thought that I could never be raped again and noone can ever touch you physically.
KleinerWolf
Account Wipe.
- Apr 30, 2020
- 2,700
Sorry to hear you were a victim of crime :(
I would protect you as a friend
OrdinaryDay
Hollow
- Dec 6, 2019
- 157
Yes but I always end up looping same thoughts but when it happens it makes me feel really relieved.