- Oct 27, 2020
It’s comforting actually
I don’t understand what you wrote at all.Regardless of how you see it, it seems to have lost, if my death has a meaning for those who matter to me, I do not think I can spend my last moments in peace knowing that I am causing them harm by killing myself, if my death will not matter to anyone, simply I would sink deeper into sadness when I realize how insignificant I was.
What did you think people would think and feel?Interesting to know how others think, naive as it sounds but I always thought that when it came to thoughts of ctb we would all had the same emotions and thoughts.
I think they were saying,I don’t understand what you wrote at all.
Yes, it was a verbiage to express that, thanks for making it more understandable.I think they were saying,
It’s hard to ctb because of the damage they see themselves project on loved ones,
and hypothetically speaking, if their ctb affects no one, they feel less valued.
Sorry to hear you were a victim of crime :(Well I'm the total opposite, the thoughts of ctb I feel freedom and peace, the thought that I could never be raped again and noone can ever touch you physically.