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Even though I have friends I can't help but feel lonely.

Lethargy

Lethargy

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Dec 7, 2025
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Even though i have a few friends I dont feel any human connection to them. It's as if theres a sheet of glass between us. They try to cheer me up and help me when I'm down but theres nothing they can do when my brain is a defective piece of shit. At the end of every conversation where i burden them with my presence have to pretend that they managed to help me. I say "thanks" while i continue to feel like shit. I wish i could just kill myself already.
 
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