Discussion Escaping tonight with drugs & booze… who else?

[its-about-time]

Blah blah, depression and anger and overwhelmed and want to be dead already yeah yeah yeah. Gonna make this all worse and get a little fucked up. Why the fuck not? Who gives a shit? Anybody in the same boat?

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Nah bc my problems will still be there. Rather make the leap for a permanent respite.

 

[its-about-time]

Nah bc my problems will still be there. Rather make the leap for a permanent respite.

Welcome to the concept of self destruction!

 

[Cryptonite]

Nah bc my problems will still be there. Rather make the leap for a permanent respite.

indeed, that's why I hate pain doctors so much, I hate going there knowing it's just a temporary and partial solution

I wanna be cured completely, this "management" stuff sucks

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I agree the drugs and booze just makes stuff worse in the long run. Already shitty enough. Everyone has their own way of dealing, I guess. Honestly, I quit all of the booze and drugs years ago, decades really. I even eat healthy, if you can believe that. And bicycle for exercise. None of that stuff changes the fact that I'll be going in about a year, maybe a little less. I'll just be relatively healthy when I go. Well, except for the mental depression part. It really doesn't matter. I've "managed" my shit for just about my entire life. There is no cure. And management makes one tired.

 

[its-about-time]

I agree the drugs and booze just makes stuff worse in the long run. Already shitty enough. Everyone has their own way of dealing, I guess. Honestly, I quit all of the booze and drugs years ago, decades really. I even eat healthy, if you can believe that. And bicycle for exercise. None of that stuff changes the fact that I'll be going in about a year, maybe a little less. I'll just be relatively healthy when I go. Well, except for the mental depression part. It really doesn't matter. I've "managed" my shit for just about my entire life. There is no cure. And management makes one tired.

I quit drugs and booze for a few years. It was really hard. I commend you for staying clean so long, that's something to be proud of. I like eating healthy too. It's hard to let myself balance that with some comfort junk every now and then. I got out of a residential hospital for anorexia this time last year and work to let myself eat whatever feels right in the moment. Last week I had a donut for the first time in years. And I'm sitting here with a little individual roll of crunchy hostess donuts right now :) I'm still right here where I am tonight, mentally, but damn if I didn't try hard to get my shit together.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I got out of a residential hospital for anorexia this time last year and work to let myself eat whatever feels right in the moment. Last week I had a donut for the first time in years.

Under those circumstances, you should eat whatever feels right at the time. No argument from me.