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adaflower

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Feb 21, 2026
15
I am suffering from a very severe insomnia : nothing can put me to sleep and I spend days on end awake. It's terrifying and I suffer immensely. I have lost everything over this : health, friends, my job and hobbies. I want to end my suffering by SN, does anyone know if it is possible to get a shipment to France ?
Thank you
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,256
insomnia is very bad torture

but they made all guaranteed painless suicide methods into crimes like nembutal, sarco suicide pod, me paying someone to shoot me with a gun etc . suicide is sometimes needed or wanted to escape horror escape extreme torture
 
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SASU-KE

SASU-KE

How my day starts ↑
Nov 26, 2025
503
That sounds horrific. I don't sleep well myself and my life is miserable because of it. But your situation is way worse.I can only imagine how much you must be suffering.I'm sorry 😥
 
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UnoX48

Member
Jan 6, 2026
35
as tu essayais les somnifères ? qu'est ce qui t'a mené à cette situation ?
 
NameOfAction

NameOfAction

Do as I say, not as I do
Feb 12, 2026
106
I am sorry to imply that you haven't tried everything, but there are medications used for severe treatment resistant insomnia, like DORAs and benzos.
Not to mention straight up anaesthesia drugs that are meant to knock you out like propofol (although really not recommended)
 

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