Epic death

[Summerhappyness]

I imagije death being pretty epic like sort of an adventure. Maybe it's me being naive and shit, but it feels like it is kinda, like setting up everything and stuff. Taking your last breath before u will eventually ceass to be, it's pretty cool.

 

[ronigail9]

We have been trained to fear death because it is unknown. But yeah it could actually be exciting.

 

[Soul]

I recently read an article about a form of therapy aimed at getting people over various anxieties by reframing fear as excitement and eager anticipation. "I'm really looking forward to having that bag over my head!"

It's amusing to come up with silly-sounding affirmations like that but I'm not making fun of the idea; I see how it could really help, since fear and excitement are such similar sensations.

I have mixed feelings about reframing my preparations as a heroic saga. The appeal of that is great, but personally I feel a need to keep a tight grip on the reality that I'm preparing to kill myself.

@Summerhappyness, please make very sure that suicide is the right choice for you. Sometimes making the preparations are enough to help make life more bearable for a while, and taking that path can be an epic saga too. Either way, be good to yourself x

 

[Death_is_Escape]

I kinda "died" when I got high once: I saw the back of My head & was told by another being that I could die if I wanted to; I never worked My will so hard to stay alive! But now I have changed . . . .

 

[Kodama]

I imagije death being pretty epic like sort of an adventure. Maybe it's me being naive and shit, but it feels like it is kinda, like setting up everything and stuff. Taking your last breath before u will eventually ceass to be, it's pretty cool.

Often dreaming of that kind of death when i can sleep (saving people and dying...)