Envious of the dead

[Painless_end]

Envious of those who left, envious of those who were never born

 

[stygal]

A little bit of those who are already gone because "the hardest part" (dying) is already behind them and the get to be just nothing.

 

[Pookie]

Same.

 

[BitterlyAlive_]

Me too. I'm jealous of people who can actually fucking attempt, too. I'm just trapped in this hellhole.

 

[PDAnnie2610]

Me too. I'm jealous of people who can actually fucking attempt, too. I'm just trapped in this hellhole.

Nothing to be jealous of towards those who failed. Failing an attempt is nightmarish. Ever tried waking up in the hospital to "why did you try to commit suicide, do you want to go to the mental hospital?" Sigh.

 

[BitterlyAlive_]

Nothing to be jealous of towards those who failed. Failing an attempt is nightmarish. Ever tried waking up in the hospital to "why did you try to commit suicide, do you want to go to the mental hospital?" Sigh.

Ah, I'm not jealous of that. I can't imagine the shame and frustration that one must feel waking up in the hospital like that....

I'm literally just jealous because I can't attempt.

 

[Hurt]

Yes. Those people don't suffer from existing anymore.

 

[PDAnnie2610]

Living is painful, failure at attempting increases the pain and desperation. So no more failures - only do and not do.

 

[grungeCat]

Same. Making that final step is so hard

 

[Life is pointless]

Death is the ultimate peace

 

[demuic]

I wish I was never born.

 

[SpinTop555]

Envious is an understatement. I wish I could give all my years to someone else who wants and deserves them. If only we could donate our lives, like we can donate blood etc. I would give mine gladly.

 

[Meditation guide]

It must be so peaceful to be dead. To never have to figure out how to deal with the problems again. Lucky dead people.

 

[issyishere]

More than a 100 billion people dead and I'm not one of them

 

[Meditation guide]

More than a 100 billion people dead and I'm not one of them

Don't worry, soon enough you will be. Like all of us. It's one thing we can be sure of.