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solitude4ever

solitude4ever

New Member
Sep 20, 2023
1
Hi ya all, ive been here for a while but never really posted or replied to anything. So this will be my first thread.



I was pondering and really tought about it but i think it's the time for me to actually commit it. I don't know how and why but i always managed to disappoint and becoming a burden to people around me without a fail. I really can't take it anymore to see people that i care so much being hurted by my own actions and stupidity. The world would had been better if i ceased to exist and I don't have to face this guilt anymore i don't even have a bright future so what's the point lol. I lost everything.



Anyways, i already did my research and found a possible method tho I'll post it here just to make sure higher chance of sucess. Either to jump off a bridge with water on it or ya all have any suggestions that dont involve cuts ?



If its possible, i wanna do it tonight asap



Please help me end the suffering for all the people around me. This is the least i could do for them. I wish them an enternal happiness and hope my sacrifices will benefit them.



Thanks so much 😊 for hearing out, hope this'll be the first and last time i have write a thread
 
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MyShadow

MyShadow

Left the forum to pursue recovery
Aug 27, 2025
475
You've been on this forum long enough to know that a successful suicide takes work and planning. Most are unsuccessful, leaving you with the additional problems of intervention and/or inflicting permanent injury on yourself.

Now with that being said, why do you think that you are burden to people? Why would killing yourself benefit those around you?
 

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