Venting enjoy my rant from a former people pleaser... (I sort of still do this)

[idelttoilfsadness21]

if you don't mind this... this could help you learn to survive or just accept having boundaries and conveying respect for self perhaps?
I hope to share my rant to help those succeed if you deal with people like this, as I...
I really fucking hate people so damn much...
I swear being a forced people pleaser from trauma and loneliness and feeling like I had to do things for others, like take the trash out from 13, giving people stuff, and even cleaning things or holding the doors especially for the bare minimum each time is so exhausting...
especially when most people in this trashy world don't deserve it
I had learned to be petty (not passive aggressive surprisingly and literally use my words to or my facial expression for someone to know I'm annoyed, angry, upset or hate them) and start purposefully doing shit to get on people nerves, but I swear these people saw me use my teabag — since their nasty asses won't clean it — to clean the microwave since most tea consists of cleaning agents and properties that cleanse things, aka the gut bacteria and the stomach mirobione and has diuretic features for a good reason, and thinking to use this instead of waste my energy on actually cleaning and just leaving the fucking microwave that im fucking banned from owning in my fucking room and sharing shit with damn strangers, they instead did what I was afraid of, and always being one step ahead as a child... THESE MORONS went in and took credit for my shit, and literally I WAS FUMIGATING, and they fucking wonder why I hate their damn fuckign asses so damn much!!

 

[timf]

It can be helpful to quickly identify those who would take advantage of kindness so that they can be avoided. Otherwise one can become resentful. If unresolved, resentment can grow into bitterness. Bitterness can entrench itself and poison a life.

Selfishness can seem to be a survival tactic, but it still leaves one among others even more selfish. The quality of life can improve simply by reducing the contact we have with those who are selfish as well as limiting our own selfishness. Life can seem somewhat isolated because there is so much selfishness, but slowly one can connect with others who also have withdrawn.