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hoping something else takes me out
Feb 10, 2026
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what do i do if i feel disgustingly empty inside but im not exhausted to do anything?

i can literally feel a pit in my stomach and it feels like a black hole. i just cant gather the energy to do my hobbies or anything
 
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the most optimistic pessimist
Apr 17, 2024
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i totally understand this feeling... ill give u some suggestions on stuff to do, hope any of these maybe u can try them and feel better! the hardest part is finding motivation and getting up to do it!

• try finding a new recipe to cook/bake. maybe if its something you really like, try perfecting a recipe :) I used to make chocolate chip cookies and bread all the time to cheer myself up

• draw in one of those cheap coloring books, i had a lisa frank one from the dollar store that id color in, and sometimes id watch nostalgic stuff from my childhood while coloring

• watch a movie or TV show, sometimes after a movie I'm able to see myself in a character and just kind of dissociate from my actual life.. may or may not be healthy lol
 
no.surprises

no.surprises

hoping something else takes me out
Feb 10, 2026
16
i totally understand this feeling... ill give u some suggestions on stuff to do, hope any of these maybe u can try them and feel better! the hardest part is finding motivation and getting up to do it!

• try finding a new recipe to cook/bake. maybe if its something you really like, try perfecting a recipe :) I used to make chocolate chip cookies and bread all the time to cheer myself up

• draw in one of those cheap coloring books, i had a lisa frank one from the dollar store that id color in, and sometimes id watch nostalgic stuff from my childhood while coloring

• watch a movie or TV show, sometimes after a movie I'm able to see myself in a character and just kind of dissociate from my actual life.. may or may not be healthy lol
thats funny, i used to make bread all the time and i actually just make chocolate chip cookies. i should try the bread again since i really enjoyed it. thanks for the advice and the kind words. its hard to even think for myself nowadays lol
 
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