Hello, I'm currently going through manic and depressiv states with overall numbness in a daily cycle. Sometimes i just feel nothing, no real emotions to anything. I also feel detached from me, because memories and people mean nothing to me anymore. Whats the point in living if nothing has any value anymore?
Either my condition is BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) or my true new self, where analyzing the material conditions of distress, as well as the current mental state, leading to overcoming them through acceptance, resulting in peace of mind.
Thus i can handle the suicidal plans and scenarios, leading to acceptance.