ed relapse

[garbagekan]

ive relapsed in everything i had now. I cant die and i just wanted to distract myself from thinking about it but i cant. all i do is damage myself when i cant die. i havent in eaten over a week and i feel so awful for the people around me because their expecting me to do things but im so much weaker than i already was. they just look at me annoyed or disappointed. no one really cared when i was hospitalized so i dont really see a point in talking about this unless i want to create more problems. i wish i was normal. i wish i never lived at all to experience this. the worst part is that i want to eat so bad but im terrified now. i highly doubt im going to die from starvation im not strong enough for that but i really cant envision myself eating at all anymore.

 

[EternalDreams]

I hear your pain and the struggle you're facing is undoubtedly overwhelming. Your emotions are valid. Sending my hugs along the way to you

 

[Feedingbirds]

I'm sorry, I know how awful eds are. It sucks how there is no cure or fixing it, just trying to manage it. You were able to get through it before - I think that's pretty strong. I hope your pain eases soon <3

 

[AkaRed]

If you need to talk about anything ED related, feel free to PM me. Sounds like we have the same struggles.
Eating fucking sucks lmao

<3

 

[garbagekan]

If you need to talk about anything ED related, feel free to PM me. Sounds like we have the same struggles.
Eating fucking sucks lmao

<3

i will thank you:)