lostinthecha0s
Borrowed time.
- Jul 29, 2026
- 29
Starve starve starve
The number is to high, make it go down
Eat eat eat
The number is to low, make it go up
Numb, tired, dizzy
I just want to sleep
Aching, pain, cramping
I just want to eat a normal meal
Weighing, crying, repeat
Why can't I be normal.
This body I live in feels like a stranger to me. My stomach feels like a foreign body merged with mine. I'm Nauseous all the time. I cant eat more than a few bites in a sitting. Any "treat" is pulled out of the hands of a million screaming voices yelling, screaming I'm to fat to have it
114lbs
That's my ideal
Below 110, and I'm a gangly freak to skinny to live
Above 120, and I'm an obese whale to fat to take up space
114lbs. Put me in a box labeled with the weight 114lbs. Put a stone marker above it with my name.
The number is to high, make it go down
Eat eat eat
The number is to low, make it go up
Numb, tired, dizzy
I just want to sleep
Aching, pain, cramping
I just want to eat a normal meal
Weighing, crying, repeat
Why can't I be normal.
This body I live in feels like a stranger to me. My stomach feels like a foreign body merged with mine. I'm Nauseous all the time. I cant eat more than a few bites in a sitting. Any "treat" is pulled out of the hands of a million screaming voices yelling, screaming I'm to fat to have it
114lbs
That's my ideal
Below 110, and I'm a gangly freak to skinny to live
Above 120, and I'm an obese whale to fat to take up space
114lbs. Put me in a box labeled with the weight 114lbs. Put a stone marker above it with my name.
