Early goodbye

[Nymph]

Peace

 

[NegativeSymptoms]

Wish you the best!

 

[Makko]

 

[bekahboo9876]

This an early goodbye thread.
I've made up my mind to die by sn with only ibuprofen 1 hour early to the sn drink.

I will most likely ctb between 8th/9th but no later than the 12th this month.
I will start organising a final clean of my room, laundry, delayed emails, song list, electronic wipe, and these miscellaneous things.

my reason to commit suicide is because being a Chinese citizen is inhumane,
I've struggled for 10 years hoping for skilled migration to save me but it didn't work out.
I've decided that I would prefer to die in New Zealand than going back to a communist oppression country where no freedom exists.

anyhow, this thread should serve the purpose of saying goodbyes,
As I will only post a brief thread on the day of my suicide and won't be reading as many comments by then.

You have been an amazing community where I received emotional support, as well as a more peaceful method for exit compared to my original method.

so thanks again.
I wish you all the best in your journey whether it is recovery or ctb.
Godspeed.

Much love to you all,
KleinerWolf,
Till the end of eternity.

What is an sn drink??

 

[Donk]

much love brother. Hope you find peace. We'll be here if you change your mind.

 

[Good4Nothing]

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What does this mean in the context of this thread?

 

[NodusTollens]

Fare thee well, you deserve peace for all the pain life's caused you.

 

[Makko]

What does this mean in the context of this thread?

Judging from what I know of him, the picture should say more to him than anything I could type up.

 

[EmbraceOfTheVoid]

What does this mean in the context of this thread?

I think it's related to the tiananmen square massacre and the amount of oppression there is in China.

 

[anxious]

So sorry you feel this is the only way out. I wish you nothing but peace whatever u decide

 

[epic]

This an early goodbye thread.
I've made up my mind to die by sn with only ibuprofen 1 hour early to the sn drink.

I will most likely ctb between 8th/9th but no later than the 12th this month.
I will start organising a final clean of my room, laundry, delayed emails, song list, electronic wipe, and these miscellaneous things.

my reason to commit suicide is because being a Chinese citizen is inhumane,
I've struggled for 10 years hoping for skilled migration to save me but it didn't work out.
I've decided that I would prefer to die in New Zealand than going back to a communist oppression country where no freedom exists.

anyhow, this thread should serve the purpose of saying goodbyes,
As I will only post a brief thread on the day of my suicide and won't be reading as many comments by then.

You have been an amazing community where I received emotional support, as well as a more peaceful method for exit compared to my original method.

so thanks again.
I wish you all the best in your journey whether it is recovery or ctb.
Godspeed.

Much love to you all,
KleinerWolf,
Till the end of eternity.

Hey @KleinerWolf Sad to hear you are in such a state. Have you tried placing your happiness in some other activities/ideals that you like ? I figure it must be frustrating at times because of all the things you are not allowed to say because of communism but it doesn't seem to be a good reason to throw away your life . There are so many other things you can derive your happiness from. Maybe you like to help out someone with their tuition or teach or volunteer or raise a family or get a job you like (or all of the above) . These are also very noble ideals which will change the world for the better and also will make you happy. It does not have to be the exact same activities that I wrote above, but you get the drift of what I am saying .

 

[it's_all_a_game]

Goodbye friend, I will miss you.

 

[KleinerWolf]

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Those pictures symbolize following a path you had envisioned for yourself,

Destruction and despair,
No surrender and dying with what you believed in.

 

[Aubrey]

I'm sorry that you have to feel this pain ! All the love being sent ❤!

 

[life-eternal]

thanks for the laughs and sorry for your pain @KleinerWolf :( You were one of the first people on this forum i came into contact with so it's sad to hear this, this place won't be the same. Much love man, always like seeing your posts and talking to you. It's not too late yet if you change your mind. feel free to message me if you want to talk. big hug amigo

 

[hoffnungstod]

Gute Reise, kleiner Wolf

 

[KleinerWolf]

I did not ring my local free legal advice,
and I've decided that I'm not going to attempt applying for refugee.

The gap between my fantasy expectations and reality is simply too vast in between.
I'm going to end it once and for all when my time comes.