shango

shango

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Sep 9, 2019
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I know I said I would do it tomorrow, but I just couldn't help myself. The urge to ctb is too great.

I just ingested 30mg of meto and 400mg of my antacid. I currently have about 30 minutes before I ingest the SN. I've fasted the entire day, way more than 8 hours. Everyone is too busy to care about me. I'm in a hotel and locked the door. No one will find me for the entire night.
Failure isnt an option for me at this point. Goodbye. I'll keep yall posted as this goes on
 
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melancholy

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good luck, let us know any complications
 
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Nem

Nem

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Best of luck my friend ❤️
Peace/hugs
 
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Rachel74

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Shango sweetie I'm sending you lots of love and peace to your journey ❤️
 
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melancholy

melancholy

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How long do you need alone for this method to work?
If you google you can find many threads and such about this method.
try to do some research yourself before asking to be spoon fed
 
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Astral316

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Hoping for a smooth transition, bro
 
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Kira

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May everything go smoothly and your exit be soothing
 
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trynacbt

trynacbt

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Sep 28, 2019
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I hope it goes well for you and that it's painless. Thank you for sharing a part of your journey.
 
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Qverty7455

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good luck bro ♥ wish you a peaceful attempt.
 
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shango

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I'm pretty scared y'all, I got 20 minutes left and I'm going to ingest 15g of SN (yeah I lowered it)
 
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Stan

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Safe and peaceful journey, my thoughts are with you
 
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Darkhaven

Darkhaven

All i have left is memories
May 19, 2019
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I admire your determination.
"Failure isn't an option for me at this point".
Somehow, this affirmative sentence gave me strength.
Good luck on this battle, friend.
May your will prevail and may you find peace.
 
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

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Travel safe, I wish you peace... If anything goes unexpectedly, know you are always welcome here.
 
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LonelyLight

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Sleep well with peaceful dreams my friend :hug: :heart:
 
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alexithymia

alexithymia

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I hope you travel safely. We are here with you.
 
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JimFord99

JimFord99

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Aug 18, 2019
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All the best. See you in another life. :hug: :hug: :hug:
 
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Squiddy

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Sep 4, 2019
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I wish you peace
 
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Lethe

Lethe

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Sep 19, 2019
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Have a comfortable transition, Shango.
 
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shango

shango

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Oh shit that was like some strong sea water
 
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Boonks

Boonks

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Mar 2, 2019
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Peace be with you.
 
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shango

shango

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Shits kinda blurrying out
 
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snowball

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Love
 
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Stan

Stan

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Put the phone down and rest easy. We are here with you
 
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less than

less than

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Jul 25, 2019
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I hope that it will be a peaceful transition for you.
 
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Gorgon

Gorgon

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May 1, 2019
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Sending love ❤
 
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

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Goodbye...
 
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Darkhaven

Darkhaven

All i have left is memories
May 19, 2019
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When people described it as "salty water" i always imagined it tasting like when you accidentaly swallow sea water.
 
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LonelyLight

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May 31, 2019
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When people described it as "salty water" i always imagined it tasting like when you accidentaly swallow sea water.
That's exactly what I imagine too
 
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Lethe

Lethe

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Sep 19, 2019
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One person described it as bitter, like dishwater. But that was an outlier.
 

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