(Early goodbye) I am very sick.

[watereyes]

Don't do anything hasty, thats all I have to say.
I personally don't think chronic nausea/ vomiting is enough to make you wanna end your life.

I know it's not pleasant,
but maybe run some tests first and stay put for now.

I certainly hope you'll be able to find proper treatment/diagnosis for whatever reason it is you are feeling sick.

If you saw me, you wouldnt say so. I have already done countless tests. My nausea cannot be relieved, i can only talk with difficulty at certain hours before falling back in the abyss of suffering. I cannot watch tv because it is impossible to follow. I cannot stay up for a long time. I have a hard time using my phone too. Most of the day I am in agony and sometimes my dad comes so I can cry on his shoulder.



Thanks everyone for the kind messages, I appreciate it. I cannot express how much I love every single one of you.
I will make a thread when I decide to kill myself, or when I recover, so you guys stay updated.

Lots of love!

 

[DeutscheKartoffel]

If you saw me, you wouldnt say so. I have already done countless tests. My nausea cannot be relieved, i can only talk with difficulty at certain hours before falling back in the abyss of suffering. I cannot watch tv because it is impossible to follow. I cannot stay up for a long time. I have a hard time using my phone too. Most of the day I am in agony and sometimes my dad comes so I can cry on his shoulder.



Thanks everyone for the kind messages, I appreciate it. I cannot express how much I love every single one of you.
I will make a thread when I decide to kill myself, or when I recover, so you guys stay updated.

Lots of love!

I am devastated of what you may be experiencing,
Thinking of you.

 

[Conker]

I've seen no shit over hundred doctors trying to figure out my complex illness. It took decade and I finally got answers but medical procedures/covid screwed me up.

I don't want to offer false hope, and I get the conundrum, but if you want to try one last hail mary before heading out, I'm going to suggest two things as possibilities.

lorazatide acetate. I saw one report in my me/cfs discord group where this aleviated nausea and improved cognitive symptoms. Can get a month supply for about $150. NutriIV chicago Dr. there can get it if interested. Should know in couple weeks if it works.

Peptide - BPC-157. Would need to be sub-q injections. Very powerful healing peptide.

I get being tired and not wanting to chase diagnoses/treatments when doctors have no clue. I've done this for over decade. I actually got to a good place after 6 years of struggling and no need to elaborate on my decline, but just this to say I get it.

Apart from this, look into Elliot Overton and his extensive work on Thiamine.

Carao fruit syrup, babao/lucuma fruit shakes, and fonio porridge could possibly help you out as well.

There's a good Facebook group with a treasure trove of info. Far-infrared saunas is another useful tool.

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[freelifexit]

@watereyes sorry to hear about your condition. You are so young and beautiful.