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LikeAPendulum

LikeAPendulum

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Aug 25, 2022
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I'll get straight to the point. In case I do plan on doing it, how can I die without causing a scene?

i've kept a short noose to short hang from for years, but i've only tested it and never gone through with it. (Main problems with it is that most of the time i get a head-explody feeling when i try to hang, though i have felt a sleepy sensation in some attempts).

so aside from that, theres a few options now that i live in the city.

1: Go to a gun range (murica fuck yeah) and pay $20 bucks to shoot a gun.
2: Wander onto a train track and do it there
3: ???

thing is, such desperate measures cause a big scene, and i don't want to cause anymore pain for anyone else.
there has to be a better way.
 
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HermitLonerGuy

HermitLonerGuy

Warlock
Sep 28, 2022
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im sorry you feel this way, i too am in the same position stuck between choosing a method.

Right now all i can think of is drowning myself in the ocean. Someone did it a few weeks ago of the same pier i wanted to jump off.

Theres always a scene and im just so desperate and done with life i dont care.

If i try to drown myself il just go early hours like 5 am.
 
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fatguy

fatguy

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Jun 22, 2022
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early hours like 5 am
That mighr work in the winter months, depending on the location but at the large lake that I considered, there are joggers or people fishing at those hours. Especially the fishing (both private from shore as well as commercial from boats) bothers me, because drowning is not instantanous and the chance is high, someone notices you and calls emergency services.
 
Helplessturtle79

Helplessturtle79

Member
Aug 28, 2021
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I'll get straight to the point. In case I do plan on doing it, how can I die without causing a scene?

i've kept a short noose to short hang from for years, but i've only tested it and never gone through with it. (Main problems with it is that most of the time i get a head-explody feeling when i try to hang, though i have felt a sleepy sensation in some attempts).

so aside from that, theres a few options now that i live in the city.

1: Go to a gun range (murica fuck yeah) and pay $20 bucks to shoot a gun.
2: Wander onto a train track and do it there
3: ???

thing is, such desperate measures cause a big scene, and i don't want to cause anymore pain for anyone else.
there has to be a better way.
Check out my recent thread on firearms and reducing the mess. I was discussing this exact thing. My plan is to use a 10mm fmj (not hollow point), put a tarp in the bathtub of a hotel room, and put a note on the door so that only police/investigators/whoever else would see my dead body. I'm considering aiming for my heart rather than my head to avoid gore and, in the unlikely chance I survive, permanent disability/disfigurement.
 
Lotus

Lotus

Experienced
Dec 17, 2019
235
This is why I haven't done it yet because I don't want to cause a big scene. I just want to disappear in piece.
 
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