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vanillacherry

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May 6, 2026
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Why can't dying be easy? I just tried to off myself and I'm still here. God damn.
 
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Bishop

Bishop

People die the way they lived
Mar 24, 2024
534
Why can't dying be easy? I just tried to off myself and I'm still here. God damn.
If it were it would be a very non active website. Survival instinct is a thing.
 
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peacebenow

Too much has happened.
Apr 26, 2026
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The body is programmed to fight for survival.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I really understand, it's just so dreadful and cruel how there isn't the option to just peacefully cease existing and never suffer in this torturous, futile existence ever again, it's criminal to me how dying painlessly is made inaccessible by humans who want others to suffer for as long as possible, all I want is a death like falling into an eternal, dreamless sleep with no more suffering.
 
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