dying from natural causes

[hi-okbye]

somedays i wish i could just die naturally, not like in a million years when i finally get old and sick and cripple apart no. more like soon, just getting some sort of disease, or issue with my body. i think and dream about going to the hospital, dying in a bed surrounded by people i care about over a few days until i finally pass. even if it's a bit painful. i would prefer for it to be considered a 'tragic accident' rather than a 'tragic decision'. i wonder if there's a method that could do this to me, but undetectable by the time i die, so it would just look natural.
does anyone else ever feel like this

 

[FuneralCry]

It's really understandable wishing for that, I see those with the knowledge that they are ceasing to exist soon as being fortunate as they won't have to struggle in finding a way to leave themselves.