Discussion Dying by nitrogen today. Urgent advice wanted!

[Nocturna666]

Everything has been set up according to plan to ctb using nitrogen. if anybody has experiences with the nitrogen please let me know as soon as you can. I have heard a lot of mixed reports on here concerning the sensations that you get and that's what freaks me out the most but know no type of suicide going to be easy. I'm OK with the numbness that some have conveyed that they felt but is there any sort of hallucination effect? That's my number one concern. From past experiences with a bad trip it's a living nightmare.


Thanks as usual and be well

 

[darksouls]

good luck, I hope you find peace

 

[liquid-crystal daze]

Never heard of anything like that. The body does not react to inert gases, this method is more so about depriving body of oxygen then giving it nitrogen. And one usually passes out pretty fast, hence why you don't test exit bags on yourself. Anything one might experience is benign or unnoticeable (including the convulsions while unconscious, they're caused by malfunction in the brain due to lack of oxygen, it's not really the brain trying to save the body. Like a seizure.) and related to the asphyxiation, not the gas.

When breathing nitrogen, you lose consciousness gradually; it is impossible to predict the exact moment before losing consciousness. I conducted an experiment, and I lost consciousness unexpectedly within 15 seconds (using an SCBA mask); the only warning sign was that my vision began to darken around the edges. Be careful with such experiments so you don't end up disabled. I also experienced convulsions.

And good luck to you.

 

[Abyss Dweller]

May I ask what brought you to this point? Any chance for changing your mind and sticking around?

 

[internallybeautiful]

May I ask what brought you to this point? Any chance for changing your mind and sticking around?

i second this. please let us know, OP.

 

[Nocturna666]

thanks for the response. yeah, that does kind of put my mind at ease. I was searching before this various information on Google and of course with the recent nitrogen execution that happened like about a year ago, the publicity on it is pretty much all negative.

Never heard of anything like that. The body does not react to inert gases, this method is more so about depriving body of oxygen then giving it nitrogen. And one usually passes out pretty fast, hence why you don't test exit bags on yourself. Anything one might experience is benign or unnoticeable (including the convulsions while unconscious, they're caused by malfunction in the brain due to lack of oxygen, it's not really the brain trying to save the body. Like a seizure.) and related to the asphyxiation, not the gas.


And good luck to you.

As for why I'm ctbing without going into much detail it has to do with my place in this world and looking for something more, better than what I see and experience here.

 

[geepeedee]

good luck!

 

[BillyBob]

Best of luck and may it finally bring peace to you.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

If you're still here, don't worry about that execution, that's a totally different thing. I knew someone who tested it a a few times before he successfully CTB'd and he said it felt euphoric (as various reports have previously shown). I hope it is or was for you, too.

 

[Intoxicated]

The body does not react to inert gases

Depends on the type of inert gas. For example, xenon works as NMDA receptor antagonist, but this gas is very expensive.

this method is more so about depriving body of oxygen then giving it nitrogen.

That doesn't make the method asymptomatic. Hypoxemia can produce tinnitus, the sense of impending fainting, the sense of weightlessness, numbness and tingling sensations in the face and limbs, acceleration of heartbeat, the desire to breathe more deeply and more frequently (known as hypoxic ventilatory response). "Sudden" loss of consciousness commonly mentioned in literature looks rather like a myth. Some people may fail to recall the symptoms occurred shortly before LOC, because hypoxia can impair the ability to memorize things, making an illusion that there was nothing remarkable before the blackout. For example, in this video View attachment 182152 the man couldn't recall what he said a few seconds before.

And one usually passes out pretty fast, hence why you don't test exit bags on yourself.

Some people (including myself) actually tested exit bags on themselves. This needs proper preparations to do safely though. Inhaling an asphyxiant from a balloon is a more convenient way of testing the effects of gas asphyxiation.

I knew someone who tested it a a few times before he successfully CTB'd and he said it felt euphoric (as various reports have previously shown). I hope it is or was for you, too.

Euphoria is a possible bonus, but not everyone can feel it. I never felt it when trying to achieve rapid LOC with N₂O, even though N₂O is capable of inducing euphoria on its own (without asphyxiation).

 

[Matchaaa]

Wishing you good luck and peace of mind

I hope you find calm and feel a sense of relief.