dumb

[enne]

friend never picked me up last night
kept drinking
called my ex ex fuck i'm in love with him
fuck i can never be with him
fuck i never met him
fuck i shouldn't of eaten
still
drinking
wanna hang still gotta hang i don't deserve shit
i cant live in shit
it's shit
i
fuck
i wanted to get destroyed by a stranger one last go and then go
idk bought rope earlier
gotta go
beg to go
i can't leave here
literally my last outfit
i forgot everything we said if we spoke
i know he's using me too
everyone is
fuck the rope
idk he saw me cut last night
he freaked out
idk if it was instinct or what
it wasn't at him i just can't handle anything
it's wrapped
i'm pissed
covered in apple jelly and blood
friend messaged to apologize i just want to slam my head
slam my head

i know psych is coming for me
may go back to dads to figure the rifle out
seems like the only option

 

[BlueMist96]

You are in no state of mind to be making decisions like this. Please try to get help

 

[enne]

You are in no state of mind to be making decisions like this. Please try to get help

hi blue