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crystalcastles

crystalcastles

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Apr 15, 2026
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I messaged him in April asking for SN. I should have just bought it then. Why the fuck did I hesitate and go through with it even though I know I want to die. Now I am stuck with no SN. Fuck me !!!! I even spent so long getting all the other ingredients necessary for a successful CTB. I am really triggered right now.

Any alternatives for getting SN? I am hearing something about MIC, but I have no idea what that stands for.
 
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I made a post long time back about how SN will eventually be impossible to get world wide.I too bought my SN a year ago. Unfortunately I don't have the other things that go with it.
 
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Even if you had purchased in April there is no guarantee that you would have received your package. This happened to me twice with him once in April and once in May. And there are many others in same situation. You can do more searching on the site for MIC. It's not hard to figure out.
 
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Apr 14, 2026
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I messaged him in April asking for SN. I should have just bought it then. Why the fuck did I hesitate and go through with it even though I know I want to die. Now I am stuck with no SN. Fuck me !!!! I even spent so long getting all the other ingredients necessary for a successful CTB. I am really triggered right now.

Any alternatives for getting SN? I am hearing something about MIC, but I have no idea what that stands for.
Same boat

I fear SN will not longer be a reliable method...
 

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