• ⚠️ UK Access Block Notice: Beginning July 1, 2025, this site will no longer be accessible from the United Kingdom. This is a voluntary decision made by the site's administrators. We were not forced or ordered to implement this block.

suicidalpushpop

suicidalpushpop

Member
Sep 14, 2022
80
my friends toxicology report came back and it was positive for N. he got his supply from D. i wish D was still a source :/ i should have bought some when i had the chance but i f'd up. SN is really scaring me and i worry that it's not gonna be a peaceful exit.
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: NearlyIrrelevantCake, betternever2havbeen, pthnrdnojvsc and 6 others
E

eldiablo666

Evil Always Prevail
Sep 25, 2022
323
It's already been confirm his N is legit but thanks.

Yeah, seems like LE is on his ss right now tho sadly
 
  • Like
Reactions: betternever2havbeen and Hangnail
toasterbath

toasterbath

.
Jun 26, 2022
254
same i wish i got N earlier. i'm N-vious of those who have the holy grail.
 
  • Yay!
  • Like
Reactions: ger3172, BipolarExpress, Willy Wonka and 11 others
wljourney

wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,419
Yes, we know N from D was a good source.
One of our fellow SaSu members used it successfully a few weeks ago.

But I think SN is still a really, really good alternative. It's reasonably painless, easy to access and best of all: legal to obtain and possess. It's easy to measure, prepare, test and we have a whole lot of information about the best regimen to follow.

Another option could be Fentanyl, but of course that has the obvious downsides of being an illegal drug, more difficult to acquire and we don't know required dosage, best regimen etc yet.
 
  • Like
Reactions: emgrl, rationaltake and Lost Magic
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,962
N does sound like the best method to me and those who die that way certainly are very lucky. To me there is nothing more ideal than leaving this world in a peaceful way. I always envy those who have died as they cannot suffer anymore and are free from this pointless existence. I don't think that SN sounds as bad as some of the other methods and to me personally from what I have read it does sound a bit unpleasant but of course it's way more preferable than enduring this horrible life until old age.
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: Astral Storm, Suicidebydeath, VKVK and 1 other person
Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
1,515
my friends toxicology report came back and it was positive for N. he got his supply from D. i wish D was still a source :/ i should have bought some when i had the chance but i f'd up. SN is really scaring me and i worry that it's not gonna be a peaceful exit.
Why does SN scare you?
 
E

eldiablo666

Evil Always Prevail
Sep 25, 2022
323
same i wish i got N earlier. i'm N-vious of those who have the holy grail.
I have 3 but I'm already afraid of using them because they are 6 months old already
 
toasterbath

toasterbath

.
Jun 26, 2022
254
I have 3 but I'm already afraid of using them because they are 6 months old already
N has a long shelf life i thought like 2 years expiry but known to last even longer in the right conditions
 
  • Like
Reactions: madebrief and Smart No More
S

Smart No More

Visionary
May 5, 2021
2,734
Yeah, if its still sealed it'll last way past official 2yr expiry date.
 
  • Like
Reactions: blue_muse and eldiablo666
insomni_yak001

insomni_yak001

Member
Mar 31, 2022
36
WAIT - D isn't a source anymore??????
 
wljourney

wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,419
Nobody really seems to know but at this point in time there doesn't appear to be contact info available for D.
I mean, it's been confirmed by Exit Int/Philip Nietzsche himself in their own forum.

Currently there is no known, reliable supplier.
 
  • Informative
Reactions: Suicidebydeath
Obliviate

Obliviate

Abandon All Hope
Aug 13, 2022
851
Does anyone know how expensive N is? like $1000?
 
  • Like
Reactions: Suicidebydeath
emgrl

emgrl

Mage
Aug 6, 2022
575
Yes, we know N from D was a good source.
One of our fellow SaSu members used it successfully a few weeks ago.

But I think SN is still a really, really good alternative. It's reasonably painless, easy to access and best of all: legal to obtain and possess. It's easy to measure, prepare, test and we have a whole lot of information about the best regimen to follow.

Another option could be Fentanyl, but of course that has the obvious downsides of being an illegal drug, more difficult to acquire and we don't know required dosage, best regimen etc yet.
I wish we knew the method for Fentanyl. Figuring out the proper dosage has so many variables, it's too hard to tell just yet.

Hopefully, there will be a specific protocol for that method soon.
 
  • Like
Reactions: candytree and No blackangel
👁

👁️👃👁️

Enlightened
Aug 14, 2022
1,292
I wish we knew the method for Fentanyl. Figuring out the proper dosage has so many variables, it's too hard to tell just yet.

Hopefully, there will be a specific protocol for that method soon.
I'd swallow all the pills.
 
  • Love
Reactions: emgrl
E

eldiablo666

Evil Always Prevail
Sep 25, 2022
323
Yeah, if its still sealed it'll last way past official 2yr expiry date.
Thank you SNM, but I would also like an expert chemist opinion on this. I don't really trust PN knowledge.
 
  • Like
Reactions: pthnrdnojvsc
wljourney

wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,419
I think it goes for USD 500 to USD 2000 on the dark webs/black markets.
There are no reliable sources.
Not even on the dark web.
Pricing used to be based on destination (USD600-1000)

N is not worthwhile the cost to be produced in illegal labs, as it requires highly skilled and technically advanced labs and methodologies. You also don't have "repeat" customers, so it's not a business model with longterm potential.
On top of that: There was an explosion at one of the two companies that produce veterinary N and that has caused a global shortage.

Please don't get scammed sending money to people who claim to be able to send N.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/fraud-alert-n-from-d-fake-emails.98248/
 
  • Like
Reactions: NearlyIrrelevantCake and madebrief
S

Smart No More

Visionary
May 5, 2021
2,734
Thank you SNM, but I would also like an expert chemist opinion on this. I don't really trust PN knowledge.

You could have it assayed/tested. Energy Control is a company that will do it for a fee. They in Spain I think. You can send from most countries I think. Only requires a couple ml. I don't have a lot faith in pn's precision either. Honestly though, I think he's right on this one. Most expiry dates are worst case scenario and geared (unofficially) toward eeking out more sales. Still, it pays to be certain.
 
E

eldiablo666

Evil Always Prevail
Sep 25, 2022
323
You could have it assayed/tested. Energy Control is a company that will do it for a fee. They in Spain I think. You can send from most countries I think. Only requires a couple ml. I don't have a lot faith in pn's precision either. Honestly though, I think he's right on this one. Most expiry dates are worst case scenario and geared (unofficially) toward eeking out more sales. Still, it pays to be certain.
It cost 120 euro for a qualitative test
 
E

ernesto

Member
Oct 2, 2022
8
Can I ask what the story with the N was? Was
my friends toxicology report came back and it was positive for N. he got his supply from D. i wish D was still a source :/ i should have bought some when i had the chance but i f'd up. SN is really scaring me and i worry that it's not gonna be a peaceful exit.
Yes, we know N from D was a good source.
One of our fellow SaSu members used it successfully a few weeks ago.

But I think SN is still a really, really good alternative. It's reasonably painless, easy to access and best of all: legal to obtain and possess. It's easy to measure, prepare, test and we have a whole lot of information about the best regimen to follow.

Another option could be Fentanyl, but of course that has the obvious downsides of being an illegal drug, more difficult to acquire and we don't know required dosage, best regimen etc yet.
Can I ask what the story was? Was D a member here? How much was N? Did he ship? Did he CTB?
 
wljourney

wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,419
Can I ask what the story with the N was? Was


Can I ask what the story was? Was D a member here? How much was N? Did he ship? Did he CTB?
D was a drug dealer and the only known, reliable source for veterinary Nembutal.

When N became harder to access (d/t a global shortage in 2021/2022) D first had to limit sales (May 2022).
Then customs in several countries started to seize packages sent from D to customers in US/CAN/UK (May/June/July 2022).
Now he has gone dark and there is no known way of contacting him.

At the same time a few scammers started popping up and claiming to be D (or sharing fake emails that would claim to be D).

There is currently NO reliable source for N.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/fraud-alert-n-from-d-fake-emails.98248/
 
  • Informative
  • Like
Reactions: NearlyIrrelevantCake and eldiablo666
E

ernesto

Member
Oct 2, 2022
8
What a shame, that stuff seems to be gold. What do you consider second most peaceful method?
 
MissLisa

MissLisa

Student
Sep 13, 2018
153
Yes, we know N from D was a good source.
One of our fellow SaSu members used it successfully a few weeks ago.

But I think SN is still a really, really good alternative. It's reasonably painless, easy to access and best of all: legal to obtain and possess. It's easy to measure, prepare, test and we have a whole lot of information about the best regimen to follow.

Another option could be Fentanyl, but of course that has the obvious downsides of being an illegal drug, more difficult to acquire and we don't know required dosage, best regimen etc yet.
Is SN easy to access? I haven't tried looking particularly hard yet but so far been unable to locate. I am in the UK. I feel like I am running out of options and want something quick and will work
 
CatLover

CatLover

Member
Jun 3, 2018
73
Mainly when people are saying SN is 'easy' I think they are talking about in the US. I can't seem to find it anywhere open to general consumers in the UK. Not sure what its use is? Gardening? Cleaning? Cooking? I am thinking to try and find a friend who works in a business like that and seeing if THEY can source for me for some £££. Sure I can make something up about wanting to cure meat to 'prep' for the apocalypse or something.
 

Similar threads

Someplace_nice
Replies
1
Views
186
Recovery
ForsakenEcho
ForsakenEcho
O
Replies
2
Views
240
Suicide Discussion
The_Hunter
The_Hunter
IndestinctPlace
Replies
1
Views
221
Suicide Discussion
R. A.
R. A.
Imeavie
Replies
10
Views
338
Offtopic
bankai
bankai
P
Replies
1
Views
203
Recovery
TheShadowQueen
TheShadowQueen