Drowning in cold sea

[StillBreathing]

I have been thinking of this as an alternative to SN. SN is relatively easy for me to get but it feels like it would traumatise my family and friends knowing that I died in my home.

The plan I am thinking of is getting a somewhat robust cheap rubber boat (the one kids play around with in the summer).

I will row out as far as I can. The outside temperature is around 0 degrees celcius so I will dress in thick clothes. I will bring some items which I will consume once I reached far enough from land:

IR Oxycontin.
Benzodiazepines.
Anti-vomit meditation.
Some alcohol.
My favourite music.
A knife.

Once the medication's are starting to out me out I will cut a hole in the boat, allowing it to slowly sink. I will do this at night so hopefully no one comes to the rescue. Put on some music and try to stay calm and sleep.

What could go wrong here? Is it possible SI will kick in even if I basically OD on instant release opiates?

It's either this, SN or jumping for me. My main goal is less pain and trauma to everyone around me.

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

I was thinking of drowning a while ago, jumping off a ferry with a backpack filled with around 30 pounds of weight.
My plan was to punch a couple of holes in the waistband and secure it with thick cable ties so I couldn't remove the pack when I went into the water.

 

[StillBreathing]

I think the cold water and thick clothing will take care of any attempt to swim back to shore. Hypothermia will probably kick in quickly as well numbing my emotions. Sinking to the depths while conscious frightens me so that's not an option for me.

 

[daydreams]

Why not taking sn then sink, you will lose consciousness before drowning

 

[phersper]

That s sort of my plan too. Od on oxys then drowning unconsciously