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Has anyone tried this? Does anyone know a person who has died this way? I'm considering at this point
 
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final_countdown12

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Has anyone tried this? Does anyone know a person who has died this way? I'm considering at this point
What pesticide? There are hundreads of type.
Can you print the fórmula composition so we can analyse?
 
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I'm not an expert but I believe that in industrialised countries, the most lethal ingredients in pesticides have been replaced so you'd probably make yourself extremely ill but without any high chance of CTB (I don't know statistics: happy to be corrected)

I'm sorry you're struggling. Please do have a look at the resource compilation thread:

 
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I'm not an expert but I believe that in industrialised countries, the most lethal ingredients in pesticides have been replaced so you'd probably make yourself extremely ill but without any high chance of CTB (I don't know statistics: happy to be corrected)

I'm sorry you're struggling. Please do have a look at the resource compilation thread:

Fair enough. I have pesticides that date years back in my home so I was just curious
 
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In that case it would be down to the ingredients but either way, it would be extremely painful.
 
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Has anyone tried this? Does anyone know a person who has died this way? I'm considering at this point
As Ash mentioned, most commercial pesticides will just make you very sick.

Rat poison containing arsenic or cyanide would be much more lethal, but it would be a very painful way to go.

Sorry you're in so much pain. Be well on your journey.
 
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As Ash mentioned, most commercial pesticides will just make you very sick.

Rat poison containing arsenic or cyanide would be much more lethal, but it would be a very painful way to go.

Sorry you're in so much pain. Be well on your journey.
At least the pain is just the end. Then no more. Thank you for your reply i appreciate it! I've heard of people using rat poison here and there
 
ForgottenAgain

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A woman in my family ctb with rat poison, this was decades ago, she was the daughter of one of my grandma's sisters, 18 at the time.

I don't know more than that and I imagine it was extremely painful... The poison was likely more dangerous then then they are now.
 
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A woman in my family ctb with rat poison, this was decades ago, she was the daughter of one of my grandma's sisters, 18 at the time.

I don't know more than that and I imagine it was extremely painful... The poison was likely more dangerous then then they are now.
Thank you for your reply! I'm sorry to hear that she may have passed in immense pain
 
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One of the few pesticides that can still kill people is paraquat, but that's one of the worst ways to go, ever. It causes fibrosis in the lungs, but no neurological damage until the very end when the person passes out from low oxygen levels. You'll be alive for weeks before you finally take a turn for the worst. There is no antidote. You'll die for sure, but it'll be one of the most painful deaths in the world because being hypercapnic makes you panic.
 
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At least the pain is just the end. Then no more. Thank you for your reply i appreciate it! I've heard of people using rat poison here and there
We might share a similar feeling. Right now we don't feel anything apart from the vacuum of where feelings should be. With a "painful" death, at least we will feel something before we close our eyes for the final time.
 
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We might share a similar feeling. Right now we don't feel anything apart from the vacuum of where feelings should be. With a "painful" death, at least we will feel something before we close our eyes for the final time.
Exactly why should it matter if you'll be gone anyway
 
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final_countdown12

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Exactly why should it matter if you'll be gone anyway
If pain is no problem for your criteria then CTB probably will be an easy thing to do. There are hundreds of methods in regards to feeling pain during the process.
 
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If pain is no problem for your criteria then CTB probably will be an easy thing to do. There are hundreds of methods in regards to feeling pain during the process.
Absolutely but I just am more curious with what's effective and reliable
 
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Absolutely but I just am more curious with what's effective and reliable
Considering pain in not a problem:

- jumping 20th+ floor flat/room. Easy to find in airbnb or booking.com . Just be careful to not hit others
- jumping in a cliff. E.g. grand canyon or any bridge
- train method
- hanging. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-to-hang-yourself.1183/
- sepukku: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/ctb-via-sepukku.156665/#post-2412651

Other methods:
 
Myforevercharlie

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Look up Little Kitty
She was a Chinese influencer, who drank pesticides on a livestream :(
 
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Look up Little Kitty
She was a Chinese influencer, who drank pesticides on a livestream :(
That's kinda what brought up my question. Her whole story is so distressing I hope she's at peace finally
 
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Idk much but I heard of a guy on watchpeopledie that ate rat poison and died in agony. Perhaps I'm wrong but I'd imagine pesticide death would be painful
 
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Idk much but I heard of a guy on watchpeopledie that ate rat poison and died in agony. Perhaps I'm wrong but I'd imagine pesticide death would be painful
Yeah I don't believe it's very pleasant unfortunately
 
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DONT
 
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It's not just pain, it's weeks to months of it. We're not talking a couple of hours then it's over, your organs, most likely you liver and kidneys, will shut down and ever so slowly shut your entire body down. You may burn holes in your digestive tract. You blood may thin and cause you to bleed internally and become covered in bruises. This is not a quick, painful death. This is agonizing and slow beyond belief. Not to mention that not all poisons are guaranteed to kill you, some may just maim you but you will live in chronic pain.
 
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It's not just pain, it's weeks to months of it. We're not talking a couple of hours then it's over, your organs, most likely you liver and kidneys, will shut down and ever so slowly shut your entire body down. You may burn holes in your digestive tract. You blood may thin and cause you to bleed internally and become covered in bruises. This is not a quick, painful death. This is agonizing and slow beyond belief. Not to mention that not all poisons are guaranteed to kill you, some may just maim you but you will live in chronic pain.
Thank you for these details
 

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