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Arioso

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she was going to jump from the open broken door while the bus was at full speed. i held her, she was short, a bit chubby and had light brown hair or dark blonde. most importantly i could see the distress in her big eyes. when we arrived at the stop she walked away and i followed her asking her if she was okay but she ignored me visibly pissed off and that's where she left.
it felt unusually real, as if this dream was intertwined with someone else's.
if it's indeed what happened, i hope she doing okay and i'm sorry for intervening but i'll never forget the distress in those eyes, that's just not something you forget.
 
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That's a nice dream. I wish someone would come to my suicide attempt and stop me and we become friends or maybe even more. I believe love can conquer all. If i was worthy of love and actually got love i wouldn't be so miserable but women prefer men who are not miserable and i can't blame them for it.
 
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That's a nice dream. I wish someone would come to my suicide attempt and stop me and we become friends or maybe even more. I believe love can conquer all. If i was worthy of love and actually got love i wouldn't be so miserable but women prefer men who are not miserable and i can't blame them for it.
the women you mentioned exists, she's out there, there's someone for everybody, but how many will meet that someone?
two twinflames spending a lifetime without ever having met, isn't that the most tragic thing?
 
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the women you mentioned exists, she's out there, there's someone for everybody, but how many will meet that someone?
two twinflames spending a lifetime without ever having met, isn't that the most tragic thing?
Yeah. That's why i consider to stop watching romantic anime. They make me feel ... not sad or happy but something in between i don't have words for.
 
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Yeah. That's why i consider to stop watching romantic anime. They make me feel ... not sad or happy but something in between i don't have words for.
more often than not these stories are written by people who lack romantic experiences so don't let it weigh you down, on the contrary rejoice in knowing that someone like you was able to make such beautiful art.
maybe writing romantic stories might be what love starved people ought to do.
turning one's own suffering into something beautiful, harder said than done of course, but those who did painted gold.
 
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more often than not these stories are written by people who lack romantic experiences so don't let it weigh you down, on the contrary rejoice in knowing that someone like you was able to make such beautiful art.
maybe writing romantic stories might be what love starved people ought to do.
turning one's own suffering into something beautiful, harder said than done of course, but those who did painted gold.
So true. Most anime i watch is just beautiful in it's art alone. The stories are usually the same but i enjoy the fantasy that maybe in another life i get romance too. Some have wise words hidden in them. In one of my all time favorites the boy says to the girl who asks if someone like her is even worthy of love that everyone is worthy of love. I always cry when he says that and i hope it's true.
 
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So true. Most anime i watch is just beautiful in it's art alone. The stories are usually the same but i enjoy the fantasy that maybe in another life i get romance too. Some have wise words hidden in them. In one of my all time favorites the boy says to the girl who asks if someone like her is even worthy of love that everyone is worthy of love. I always cry when he says that and i hope it's true.
what's the title of the anime you're talking about?
 
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You're welcome. Do you have a favorite anime?
yes i do it's serial experiments lain. i rewatch it every year or so. it soothes me.
i assume you've watched it already but if you haven't go check it out, at least if you're into weird non conventional art.
 
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yes i do it's serial experiments lain. i rewatch it every year or so. it soothes me.
i assume you've watched it already but if you haven't go check it out, at least if you're into weird non conventional art.
No i never saw that one. I only watch romantic anime at the moment but i put it on my list if my need for romance ends. Thank you for the recommendation. :)
 
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