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IHurtTheOneILove

IHurtTheOneILove

Experienced
Dec 16, 2023
205
I keep having dreams about having one final night with my ex. We'll be laying in bed listening to the rain fall when they lay their head on my chest like she always used to. I know this will never happen. It'll never actually come true and it makes my heart hurt so much. I honestly think if there is some sort of afterlife it would let me live in delusional fantasies with my ex. CTB would be worth it if I got to spend one more night with them fully in my head. I miss her so much and I'm at a genuine loss on how to recover from this.
 
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