Doubts about sn.

[Harleyyy]

So, i have ordered my sn.
but it seems sooo sketchy. There are reports of people dying by sn on the internet and it still is so easily accessible?
How?
I mean shouldn’t there be something to check the usage?
i mean.. it really seems too good to be true.
Also the side effects seem pretty bearable, nausea and headache, then you go unconscious.
is this really the case?
I don’t want to end up worse than i am.
I don’t want to have physical problems in addition to the great mental stress i am under. Should i really depend on it? Will it really kill me?

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Have you read about SN there is enough information on here about it. You seem to start by saying I have purchased something that can kill and are worried about it doing so then end with its what you want. I would advise reading the information so you are happy with this and if not don't do it. We are always here to talk, and if ending life is something you do not want then help is available

 

[Gromit-CTB]

it was a pdf from the start!

why are you spamming another person's post

 

[Lastsauce]

I believe most European customs now confiscate SN as a dangerous substance.
It is however difficult to find proper information on the subject, except peoples' experiences on the forum.

 

[mimiopo22]

error. sorry

 

[Harleyyy]

Have you read about SN there is enough information on here about it. You seem to start by saying I have purchased something that can kill and are worried about it doing so then end with its what you want. I would advise reading the information so you are happy with this and if not don't do it. We are always here to talk, and if ending life is something you do not want then help is available

i just have some doubts and those threads are so long and always start from the last page of them. I have read alot about it but you know you really want to be sure for a decision like this. But thank you, you have been actively replying and have been so helpful. Thanks a bunch mate.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Would look at megathread and read as much as you can. People have failed and you need to understand why. People have succeeded and again why. There is excellent resources on here and you will find all the answers you need am sure

 

[KuriGohan&Kamehameha]

If you are unsure, I personally would not do it. If there's even the sligntest hesitation about your desire to CTB or fear about a method, I believe it's a sign that you should think it over for a bit longer so that you are sure you are making the right decision for you and not acting impulsively. Sending lots of hugs to you.

 

[Wakawaka]

i guess it depends on where you live, in the states they dont really regulate this kind of stuff

and you should do more research to see if this is what you want, some users have streamed themselves taking sn, you obv cant watch the stream but their last words/thoughts were recorded by other users

 

[Harleyyy]

If you are unsure, I personally would not do it. If there's even the sligntest hesitation about your desire to CTB or fear about a method, I believe it's a sign that you should think it over for a bit longer so that you are sure you are making the right decision for you and not acting impulsively. Sending lots of hugs to you.

I’m not hesitant about ctbing
I’m hesitant that my attempt will fail.
Also is anyone facing problems with the search option on here.?
It was better before

 

[constant_grief]

I’m not hesitant about ctbing
I’m hesitant that my attempt will fail.
Also is anyone facing problems with the search option on here.?
It was better before

The forum was upgraded recently and I suspect the search engine is still being fixed up.

Regarding your post, with a method like SN there is going to be some risk of survival and/or highly unpleasant side effects. All you can do really is clue yourself up with as much research as possible, and make the decision.

 

[mimiopo22]

Il forum è stato aggiornato di recente e sospetto che il motore di ricerca sia ancora in fase di riparazione.

Per quanto riguarda il tuo post, con un metodo come SN ci sarà qualche rischio di sopravvivenza e / o effetti collaterali altamente spiacevoli. Tutto quello che puoi fare è indovinare te stesso con quante più ricerche possibili e prendere la decisione.

survival if I do things right why? wasn't it a powerful poison? even if the preservative makes me doubt

 

[Wakawaka]

survival if I do things right why? wasn't it a powerful poison? even if the preservative makes me doubt

from my research a large majority of the people who survived were found and taken to the hospital, the last few took a dose that was to small

 

[mimiopo22]

the right dose is 255 x kg body weight?

 

[Sherri]

Would look at megathread and read as much as you can. People have failed and you need to understand why. People have succeeded and again why. There is excellent resources on here and you will find all the answers you need am sure

Yeah I mentioned this countless times. Still the op is having a hard time to see it. I know at first it’s a bit overwhelming and then there’s the language barrier also.

 

[Nymph]

It is slowly getting taken off the shops. A lot of people die everyday so they don’t notice until some time passes and then you still need time to get a law passed that will block a certain substance from selling. But now it’s already banned in some countries and there’s still a lotta ppl who have trouble getting SN so it’s not easy for everyone

 

[mimiopo22]

yes, of course, instead of believing in people's sincerity, he continues with all these mental mechanizations. suppose I'm a troll. a troll created to ask how to get sodium nitrite on a suicide site? original.

 

[mimiopo22]

here i knew, you think i'm a spy. very bad experience for me on this site, started by the gromit allegations

Yes I hope ops stop responding. This is turning a bit odd now .

you went over to their side.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

OP, a workaround for the search is to put the search term in google along with sanctioned suicide.com.

But even without that, there are multiple comprehensive resources about SN in the Suicide Resource Compilation, not just the megathread.

I know there's a lot to read, but it's your death, and your worries to resolve. You're an adult who has the capacity to research and read. You've got to take responsibility for your own stuff, it's not just an adult thing, it's that it's not okay to put the emotional burden and the actual work on others to work out your suicide for you. You've been here since May, so it's not been for lack of time, but that, for whatever reasons which I don't know and wouldn't dare to judge, you haven't put in the effort. The resources are there when you're ready to put in the effort. Relying on others to have already done the work and make it easy for you is just not okay when it comes to suicide.

I don't mean to shame you, but to bring some rationality to your frustration as well as to that of other members who get frustrated with repeated easy questions and feeling either dumped on or having their emotional energy drained. It feels frustrating to have the capability to help someone but to need to keep saying no because they really, really need to do it for themselves.

I wish you well.

 

[_Minsk]

the right dose is 255 x kg body weight?

Please check out the resources [click]. As @GoodPersonEffed said, all information is on the resources thread, if you continue spamming and putting other members at risk, while ignoring the previous warnings, we have to ban you.

 

[Sherri]

here i knew, you think i'm a spy. very bad experience for me on this site, started by the gromit allegations

you went over to their side

Im sorry you feel that way, I’ve been kind to you since day one, the are no sides here we are all the same, I tried to explain you bit by bit how to look for answers in the search bar. I’m sorry I dont speak Italian maybe I could help you better. But please rest assure that no one here is against you. We are just trying to help you that’s all.