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Moribunz

Moribunz

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May 6, 2023
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I need someone understanding, and close by to ctb with me in person, I plan on going missing june 6th, but I want someone who's willing before the 8th. That is 30 days from now. I am too afraid to go out alone. Only someone who's already planning.
 
thr0waway12345

thr0waway12345

Member
Mar 22, 2023
44
What state are you in? I might do it if it's close enough
 
froggirl9000

froggirl9000

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Feb 4, 2023
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Pretty sure the Partners Megathread is for this kinda thing.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,018
I don't get why anyone would risk this, you cannot trust other people and if they are involved in suicide plans it could just lead to more complications, like they could back out. If one wants to die, it's better to plan to die alone.
 
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CTB Fella

CTB Fella

Experienced
Dec 15, 2022
268
I don't get why anyone would risk this, you cannot trust other people and if they are involved in suicide plans it could just lead to more complications, like they could back out. If one wants to die, it's better to plan to die alone.
I was on the verge of doing it with someone on here, a while ago, but they switched on me.

I was pissed, as we had made some preliminary plans.

Would have been special, but I guess it wasn't meant to be.

I'd definitely consider doing it with someone else, though. It hasn't put me off.
 
ThePollinator

ThePollinator

Member
May 7, 2023
99
I need someone understanding, and close by to ctb with me in person, I plan on going missing june 6th, but I want someone who's willing before the 8th. That is 30 days from now. I am too afraid to go out alone. Only someone who's already planning.
It's a good idea. Way too risky though. Many people get raped by their 'partner'.
 
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AresCohere

AresCohere

Professional Insomniac
Apr 10, 2023
159
If you want to try this you will need to know someone who lives fairly close to you, is willing to go soon enough, is available, and it trustable.

Doing it with someone would probably reduce any SI and reflexes due to peer pressure (after all that's what kamikaze pilots did)
 
Moribunz

Moribunz

Member
May 6, 2023
23
I understand people think its risky, but I mean taking eachother out or just doing it at the same time, I dont wanna back out so I just need to know someone really really wants this.
 
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SoftWorries

Specialist
Feb 22, 2023
330
Ive only seen one post confirming a certain incident. There's a lot more then?
For every vulnerable community there are those that have a fetish for the suffering unfortunately.

There's lots of sexual abuse and grooming in other mental health related forums. For instance forums for anorexics have 'coaches' which are fetishists wanting to coax the people worse into their disease.

I'd always be concerned for anyone meeting others offline for that reason.
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
1,270
My biggest issue is if the one makes it, it would be awful feeling/experience and possible criminal charges
 
Moribunz

Moribunz

Member
May 6, 2023
23
For every vulnerable community there are those that have a fetish for the suffering unfortunately.

There's lots of sexual abuse and grooming in other mental health related forums. For instance forums for anorexics have 'coaches' which are fetishists wanting to coax the people worse into their disease.

I'd always be concerned for anyone meeting others offline for that reason.
this makes sense and is very true
 
Kerrtu

Kerrtu

Komeetta ♊︎
May 8, 2023
474
I don't get why anyone would risk this, you cannot trust other people and if they are involved in suicide plans it could just lead to more complications, like they could back out. If one wants to die, it's better to plan to die alone.

I almost entered into a plan with someone, it would've required me to catch a flight which wouldn't have been very costly however, I backed out. The person was pleasant and shared many things about their life with me, and I shared with them as well, but ultimately - as much as I wanted and still want my life to be over already - I realized the fear of flying somewhere and meeting up with someone who may turn out to be a serial killer isn't my preferred way to CTB.

Going out/CTB'ing with a partner does sound comforting, and was my preference for a while, but once that Forensic Files theme song starts up…
 
LostinCyberspace

LostinCyberspace

Member
May 9, 2023
86
Sounds like a good way to get kidnapped...
 

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