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KnightOfSwords

KnightOfSwords

see you, space cowboy
Oct 16, 2025
42
I was sitting on a fence for so long. Life or death, recovery or oblivion, light or dark. I wanted to make it to the end of summer at least but I feel this wonderful evening between July and August is exactly what I need. Damn I even had plans for tomorrow but no plans can be greater than my desire to disappear. I feel today is the day. I'm in a terrible state right now and don't want to lose momentum. I even type all this to give myself more determination (oh boi I am going to be embarrassed if I chicken out after this post).
I'm a sn believer. Gonna follow all recommendations and so on so I expect everything to go smoothly.
Don't want to be a yapper, so that's it. This is truly a unique place.
 
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hdead

Arcanist
Jun 2, 2026
479
All the best to you. Don't worry if you back out, this is no small feat and you've been beaten down enough.

Whatever happens, I wish you peace and comfort. 💙❣️
 
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ZwartHartje

ZwartHartje

Experienced
May 5, 2026
203
До свидания, and wishing you a peaceful journey - it's actually Lammas tonight, one of the ancient Pagan holidays! 🖤
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,276
I was sitting on a fence for so long. Life or death, recovery or oblivion, light or dark. I wanted to make it to the end of summer at least but I feel this wonderful evening between July and August is exactly what I need. Damn I even had plans for tomorrow but no plans can be greater than my desire to disappear. I feel today is the day. I'm in a terrible state right now and don't want to lose momentum. I even type all this to give myself more determination (oh boi I am going to be embarrassed if I chicken out after this post).
I'm a sn believer. Gonna follow all recommendations and so on so I expect everything to go smoothly.
Don't want to be a yapper, so that's it. This is truly a unique place.
It would be sad seeing you go, but if life had indeed became unbearable for you I will not try to stop you.

Like most of us here I am anti-suffering. If the quality of life is reduced to constant daily suffering, then there is no need to prolong the suffering/life.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Angelic
May 10, 2025
4,088
🕊️ peace and love to you, my friend
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,276
🕊️ peace and love to you, my friend
A few months ago, when he was feeling down, I wanted to cheer him up. I took the photo of the long-snouted dog from his avatar and created this image for him Gemini Generated Image 63gs7a63gs7a63gs
 

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