Venting Don't want this to end

[thoughtitwouldbedif]

I thought I had my perfect life but now it all feels so tainted.

I have no idea when my wife will move out and take one or both of my dogs.

When she leaves, our house is just going to feel so wrong. I knew this episode of life was going to end at some point but I never thought it would be from her leaving. This is almost too much to take.

If I ctb then I don't have to face that reality of this ending, it'll still be the last episode for me. That's really tempting.

 

[Life'sA6itch]

I thought I had my perfect life but now it all feels so tainted.

I have no idea when my wife will move out and take one or both of my dogs.

When she leaves, our house is just going to feel so wrong. I knew this episode of life was going to end at some point but I never thought it would be from her leaving. This is almost too much to take.

If I ctb then I don't have to face that reality of this ending, it'll still be the last episode for me. That's really tempting.

Just ensure it's truly what you want, that there's nothing more to enjoy or accomplish with your life. Ctb as a reaction to this situation may not be the best option. Sadly, the only constant is change. I hope you can find some peace

 

[thoughtitwouldbedif]

Just ensure it's truly what you want, that there's nothing more to enjoy or accomplish with your life. Ctb as a reaction to this situation may not be the best option. Sadly, the only constant is change. I hope you can find some peace

I know. But then I never have to leave this little perfect life, it can be my final moments. Hanging out with my dogs before she takes them.

 

[TBONTB]

I thought I had my perfect life but now it all feels so tainted.

I have no idea when my wife will move out and take one or both of my dogs.

When she leaves, our house is just going to feel so wrong. I knew this episode of life was going to end at some point but I never thought it would be from her leaving. This is almost too much to take.

If I ctb then I don't have to face that reality of this ending, it'll still be the last episode for me. That's really tempting.

I know what you mean about not facing the next chapter. I had a happy phase, and now it's ending. Like you, I'd like ta quit while I'm ahead. But the damn methods are so hard, I'm afraid I won't find a way.

 

[thoughtitwouldbedif]

I know what you mean about not facing the next chapter. I had a happy phase, and now it's ending. Like you, I'd like ta quit while I'm ahead. But the damn methods are so hard, I'm afraid I won't find a way.

The only reason I'm still here is because I guess if I was happy once I'll be able to do it again.

 

[Life'sA6itch]

I know. But then I never have to leave this little perfect life, it can be my final moments. Hanging out with my dogs before she takes them.

I have to say dogs give so much comfort in this world. Good luck, we all need it