Venting Don't read this shit I'm not stable

[ImNotReal]

TJAIEJSJSJSJSJA AHHHHHHHHHHH FJDJS AHHH I CANT FUCKING DO THIS ANYMORE I REALLY REALLY CANT I WANT TO DIE I WANT TO DIE I NEEEED TO FEEL THE BLOOD DRAIN FROM MY BODY I want to bleed and bleed and bleed and feel some sort of ungodly pain so I know deep down that I will be dead!!!! I WANT TO SCREAMMM I NEED TO DIE UFKDODNTDIDNIDJ OH MY GOD THE FUCKING UNBEARABLE NUMBNESS THE FUCKING UNEASINESS EVERY TIME I HAVE TO INTERACT WITH SOMEONE THE FUCKING DREAD EVERY WAKING MOMENT THE SLEEPLESS NIGHTS WHERE I JUST SMOKE AND SMOKE AND HURT MYSELF SND JERK OFF AND DHFKEMGIVJDJSDJ I AM SO FUCKING TIRED OF PRETENDING IM SOME HAPPY LIL PUPPY FOR PEOPLE

I try so so hard to be friendly to people to go to my fucking job every day and try to make my coworkers laugh or try to find some sort of human connection with someone God forbid I don't fucking understand anyone nobody fucking understands me I'm a goddamn alien I'm some sort of cold goddamn machine I can't try to love anymore I JUST NEED TO DIE OH MYMFOD
Imnotreal I'm not real I'm not real I'm not realrhsjdnsmens

 

[LastNite]

We're all aliens!
The mothership is here for you
don't give up yet

 

[Alexandra_]

I also just want to die - to put a fat period. I'm sorry that you had to suffer so much

 

[kunikuzushi]

I feel this so much. I'm so sorry it really is so unbearable

 

[Mooncry]