Venting don’t read i just want to type into the void and it’s probably not that interesting

[Black Rose Bunny]

i hate life so much, i want to all to end. i'm always alone, no matter how hard i try i'm always alone idk what's wrong with me, but i hate myself so much for it. nothing brings me happiness and i barely have energy to leave my bed, i just want it all to end. a couple weeks ago i tried to hang myself but when i started getting dizzy i got scared and pulled my head out, and then curled into a ball and cried. i sat there banging my head on the wall for an hour since i had this weird urge to. and i feel so pathetic and ashamed of not going through with it, i'm such a fucking coward

 

[Topacio]

For a world without us, fuck this life.

 

[makethepainstop]

i hate life so much, i want to all to end. i'm always alone, no matter how hard i try i'm always alone idk what's wrong with me, but i hate myself so much for it. nothing brings me happiness and i barely have energy to leave my bed, i just want it all to end. a couple weeks ago i tried to hang myself but when i started getting dizzy i got scared and pulled my head out, and then curled into a ball and cried. i sat there banging my head on the wall for an hour since i had this weird urge to. and i feel so pathetic and ashamed of not going through with it, i'm such a fucking coward

i hate life so much, i want to all to end. i'm always alone, no matter how hard i try i'm always alone idk what's wrong with me, but i hate myself so much for it. nothing brings me happiness and i barely have energy to leave my bed, i just want it all to end. a couple weeks ago i tried to hang myself but when i started getting dizzy i got scared and pulled my head out, and then curled into a ball and cried. i sat there banging my head on the wall for an hour since i had this weird urge to. and i feel so pathetic and ashamed of not going through with it, i'm such a fucking coward

You are not a coward, that human survival instinct kicked in. Before undertaking any risk embracing endeavor, one must be sure. Love and peace to you.

 

[FuneralCry]

After all, suicide is not easy and that's the reason as to why I continue to exist. It's unfair how it's so difficult to leave all the suffering behind and I know that it's so awful being trapped in a life that you hate. I wish you freedom.