don't have a will to live because I dont have adhd medication

[dhrjf]

i feel stuck, i am planning to kill myself but I might have the will to live if I had adhd medication, I tried to be prescribed adhd medication in the private hospital but they mobbed me in the hospital and because of my reaction they labelled me with psychosis even though my reaction is natural. they literally harrassed me and tried to give me ritalin during the night time. Idk what to do because people are gonna gaslight me telling me I dont deserve this medication when its the only tool i know i need to put my life together and function.

 

[PI3.14]

Are you diagnosed with ADHD? If so, then why would they not prescribe meds for you?

If this is sn issue with a specific hospital it something then see if you find another clinic.

 

[wayn]

Same man. Im seeking a doctor since january and still nothing, I think she assumes I dont have it. Fucking old bitch in a small eastern european town. I did adhd meds and they calmed me down and my suicidality vanished. But now I wanna die fucking bad fucking shit not even sure if meds would help anymore tho. :D

 

[wheelsonthebus]

Maybe try to find a different clinic and if you go to or have gone to school, you can always say that teachers and professors have told you that you should get checked for it. Or employers. Sometimes medical providers infantalize their patients but respect the perspectives of others with authority over said patients. After all, your doctor doesn't see how you are at work or school. I find that playing dumb and discussing medical issues with doctors like it isn't your idea to be there, that you're oblivious, but you're seeking their expertise at the urging of others, sometimes gets your further. It's an ego thing, having worked with a lot of doctors. Many of them will assume a challenge to their authority or expertise if you come in having any idea of what may be wrong with you. Remember, they think you were born yesterday, so act like you were born yesterday!
The ego problem also applies to a lot of advanced nurses, too