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I just can't do this anymore I have no friends at college I'm all alone I love being alone but I hate feeling alone I hate being 18 because there's no support in the uk when you reach 18 it just disappears I sometimes look at little children (NOT IN THAT WAY!!!) I just look at them in awe because I want to start again i want to be that age again i always said when u was little how I wish I was 18 how u take that back now I don't want to be alive I'm sorry guys this group is all I have
 
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I just can't do this anymore I have no friends at college I'm all alone I love being alone but I hate feeling alone I hate being 18 because there's no support in the uk when you reach 18 it just disappears I sometimes look at little children (NOT IN THAT WAY!!!) I just look at them in awe because I want to start again i want to be that age again i always said when u was little how I wish I was 18 how u take that back now I don't want to be alive I'm sorry guys this group is all I have
When we were kids, we all wished to be grownups because we lacked control over our lives, not realizing that that the so-called "freedom" of adulthood came with the heavy, heavy price of overwhelming responsibility.
 
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