Dear friends,
Even though I am new to this forum and did not had the chance to get to know the people here I decided to create this thread. After couple of unsuccessful hanging attempts I resort to the SN method. I have checked in to my hotel, it is a spacious quite room. It is 5:15 pm local time and in couple of hours I plan to drink the SN. All is going well so far, following the regimen.
We're all here for a reason! If we were consciously happy and fullfiled people we would not be here. I wish everyone the peace and happiness they deserve whether via ctb or staying alive!
My outcome is clear. I had severe mental abuse by my own parents ever since I was born up until 20 years of age until I ran away. No one ever helped. No neighbor ever came checking what is going on, and believe me they all knew what was going on. Police never came to check.
Anyway. I'm 33 years old now and I fought to change things so fiercely. I managed to overcome some anxiety but still I am socially awkward, doomed to be alone and never become part of society.
Hope to get some support. I've everything prepared and determined to get this job done. I really want to thank some members who assisted me in obtaining all needed as well as how to do it. Will not give away names,they know who they are.
A bit later I will share my exact method and regiment! Will try to keep you posted and also helpful to others for documentational purposes. As there is the right to live there is also the right to die. Sadly, society is too immature to acknowledge this or acknowledge mental illness/condition.
Even though I am new to this forum and did not had the chance to get to know the people here I decided to create this thread. After couple of unsuccessful hanging attempts I resort to the SN method. I have checked in to my hotel, it is a spacious quite room. It is 5:15 pm local time and in couple of hours I plan to drink the SN. All is going well so far, following the regimen.
We're all here for a reason! If we were consciously happy and fullfiled people we would not be here. I wish everyone the peace and happiness they deserve whether via ctb or staying alive!
My outcome is clear. I had severe mental abuse by my own parents ever since I was born up until 20 years of age until I ran away. No one ever helped. No neighbor ever came checking what is going on, and believe me they all knew what was going on. Police never came to check.
Anyway. I'm 33 years old now and I fought to change things so fiercely. I managed to overcome some anxiety but still I am socially awkward, doomed to be alone and never become part of society.
Hope to get some support. I've everything prepared and determined to get this job done. I really want to thank some members who assisted me in obtaining all needed as well as how to do it. Will not give away names,they know who they are.
A bit later I will share my exact method and regiment! Will try to keep you posted and also helpful to others for documentational purposes. As there is the right to live there is also the right to die. Sadly, society is too immature to acknowledge this or acknowledge mental illness/condition.
