Doing it tomorrow.

[NoPlaceForme]

I'll be killing myself tomorrow.
Here's part of the plan. I will make another thread once tomorrow hits and I have to head to the room I booked. But for now this is what my plan looks like

25g SN in 3 different 50 ML water cups (25g in each 50 ML cup)

1 hour before drinking SN 600mg of ibuprofen (11PM)

40 minutes before drinking SN double dose of Tagamet (11:20PM)

Final - SN drink (11:55 - 12:00)

I cannot get an AE and I've been researching for a while and decided that this is my best option. Had this sitting in my notes for over 2 months. I cannot take the pain anymore. I'm going to eat very little in the morning and will start fasting by 4pm at the latest. I plan to stop drinking fizzy drinks by 7pm and will stop drinking everything at 9 and will only sip water to take ibuprofen and tagamet as I have to. I'll go into more detail as time goes on. I just feel a bit of relief but also antsy as I wait to be able to leave.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

25g SN in 3 different 50 ML water cups

To clarify, is this a total of 75g SN and 150ml divided into three separate drinking cups, in which each will contain 25g of SN and 50ml water?

 

[NoPlaceForme]

To clarify, is this a total of 75g SN and 150ml divided into three separate drinking cups, in which each will contain 25g of SN and 50ml water?

Yes. I plan on taking only one and If I throw up taking another depending on how I feel. I'll edit the post to make that part easier to understand. My bad.

 

[aminend]

I'll be killing myself tomorrow.
Here's part of the plan. I will make another thread once tomorrow hits and I have to head to the room I booked. But for now this is what my plan looks like

25g SN in 3 different 50 ML water cups

1 hour before drinking SN 600mg of ibuprofen (11PM)

40 minutes before drinking SN double dose of Tagamet (11:20PM)

Final - SN drink (11:55 - 12:00)

I cannot get an AE and I've been researching for a while and decided that this is my best option. Had this sitting in my notes for over 2 months. I cannot take the pain anymore. I'm going to eat very little in the morning and will start fasting by 4pm at the latest. I plan to stop drinking fizzy drinks by 7pm and will stop drinking everything at 9 and will only sip water to take ibuprofen and tagamet as I have to. I'll go into more detail as time goes on. I just feel a bit of relief but also antsy as I wait to be able to leave.

I really hope ur journey be peaceful and easy. Keep us updated bro

 

[NoPlaceForme]

I really hope ur journey be peaceful and easy. Keep us updated bro

I will. Will most likely join the chat for my final moments as well. Thank you.

 

[Deleted member 17949]

Seems like you're all set for this. While I'm always going to hope right to the end that you find another way out, I wish you good luck whatever you decide to do.

 

[NoPlaceForme]

Seems like you're all set for this. While I'm always going to hope right to the end that you find another way out, I wish you good luck whatever you decide to do.

I appreciate your kind words. They really do help in these final days.

I'm sending nothing but love to you and I want you to know that I'm with you!!❤❤❤

Thank you so much

 

[Alec]

I'm sending nothing but love to you and I want you to know that I'm with you!!

 

[TheSoulless]

Have a peaceful journey.

 

[kinzokukae]

good luck, i hope you find peace (:

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

May your travels be smooth and painless.

If you ever decide it is not your time, we will still be here to support you just the same... Sending much love and light your way. x

 

[NoPlaceForme]

May your travels be smooth and painless.

If you ever decide it is not your time, we will still be here to support you just the same... Sending much love and light your way. x

Thank you so much. Whatever happens I'll be updating.

Have a peaceful journey.

good luck, i hope you find peace (:

Thank you.

 

[Ulisses]

I wish you peace and calm at that point in your journey. brother hugs.

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I wish you peace.

 

[AlreadyGone]

Good luck

 

[JD8080]

I wish you a peaceful journey

 

[HeavensOpenDoor]

Go easy bro, salute!

 

[person123]

What's up?

 

[AnxietyAttack44]

Safe travels and lots of luck in whatever happens with your attempt. We will be here for you. Rest well

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

im sorry to hear that. however you can fix your problems if you go munch some cooter. happy feasting. and if you are already dead, im sure some minge will be readily available in both heaven or hell. Rest in pussy

What kind of comment even is this? It seems incredibly inappropriate to me.

What kind of comment even is this? It seems incredibly inappropriate to me.

@RainAndSadness Are you able to talk among the admins about this?
Simply disgusting imho..

 

[I screwed up]

U r incredibly brave buddy... U seem so calm ... Best of luck bro

 

[AnxietyAttack44]

is this lost in translation or is this a mythical melody to stop us from suicide?
what is going on right now

Im sure dude knew what he was talking about. I guess its his way of saying goodbye

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Im sure dude knew what he was talking about. I guess its his way of saying goodbye

He got the boot.

 

[KleinerWolf]

He got the boot.

yeah real fast

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

yeah real fast

Thankfully we've got some reliable admins on hand. I found it very raunchy and inappropriate for a post like this especially. Had to alert someone. Don't really want OP to have to deal with that or any other members. xo

 

[aminend]

I'll be killing myself tomorrow.
Here's part of the plan. I will make another thread once tomorrow hits and I have to head to the room I booked. But for now this is what my plan looks like

25g SN in 3 different 50 ML water cups (25g in each 50 ML cup)

1 hour before drinking SN 600mg of ibuprofen (11PM)

40 minutes before drinking SN double dose of Tagamet (11:20PM)

Final - SN drink (11:55 - 12:00)

I cannot get an AE and I've been researching for a while and decided that this is my best option. Had this sitting in my notes for over 2 months. I cannot take the pain anymore. I'm going to eat very little in the morning and will start fasting by 4pm at the latest. I plan to stop drinking fizzy drinks by 7pm and will stop drinking everything at 9 and will only sip water to take ibuprofen and tagamet as I have to. I'll go into more detail as time goes on. I just feel a bit of relief but also antsy as I wait to be able to leave.

I am close to my ctb by SN too. Do u want to document and share ur last moments by members froum

 

[NoPlaceForme]

I am close to my ctb by SN too. Do u want to document and share ur last moments by members froum

Tonight I plan on at least joining the chat and will do a call if I am able. Or whatever else.

 

[Josiah_is_dreaming]

Hey, wanna talk a little before you go?
I'm new here and just now figuring out how to dm and stuff, but you don't have to be alone right now.

 

[woxihuanni]

Smooth sailing