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ctbsd24

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Oct 8, 2024
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For instance, I know with FSH, I'll likely have the whole buldgy/red eyes thing going on, as well as the deep rope bruise on the neck, purple blood-pooled extremities, and a very, uh, male-specific problem. On that basis, I don't plan to ctb anywhere near home where someone I know could see me like that. Alternatively, I know that the body appears way more peaceful/natural if you do something like inert gas, so I'd consider being at home for that.

Anyone else given it this kind of thought or does it not matter much?
 
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coffeebeany

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Jul 12, 2024
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I have thought about this. And decided against a helium balloon or haning. For me it is really a matter of wanting to be found or not. I also thought about going away - maybe leaving the country - and doing it elsewhere (not carrying a passport or any ID). But then I thought not knowing would be more cruel so I do want to be found and I want them to know. I will probably use poison and I am not sure in what state I ll be afterwards but then again, I think other options might be worse.
 
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