Does "soon" apply to you?

[hmnow]

DOes the word "soon" apply to your thoughts about CTB?

 

[Irisse]

I don't know... on one hand I want to finish University before I die which would take at least another four years. On the other hand, the pain is too much so I don't know how much longer I can hold on. My first possible date is in summer of 2026.

 

[Vorty30]

Yes it does, perhaps even tomorrow. With luck, it will work this time.
17 years of this torture is a long time...

 

[VoidBlessed]

Yeah, only a few more weeks.

 

[hmnow]

DOes the word "soon" apply to your thoughts about CTB?

very soon - yes it does

 

[somethingisntreal]

I guess not. Due to some family events I'll have to stay alive until may 2026. I think it'll be 3rd of June for me because that's my birthday. But I still feel awful waking up everyday so I might end up changing my mind.

 

[Vlad Tepes]

Later this year, or earlier the next.

 

[Antyquel]

If somewhere within the next five years counts as soon, then yeah

 

[softtodie]

I hope so but realistically it'll be a few months atleast

 

[GothMold]

Most likely May 10th or less likely anytime before that

 

[Forveleth]

My thought is "whenever". I am waiting for my brain to tell me it is time to go. That could be tomorrow or in a year. I do know that when the time comes, I will be ready with my rope.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish it could as all I want is to be gone, I just wish to be free from this terrible, torturous and cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily.

To me existence truly is an abomination that just causes harm and suffering and I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have a death like falling into an eternal dreamless sleep to finally escape from this existence that only ever caused me to suffer, it truly is the most horrific world where suicide is seen as a crime with me denied the option to just never exist again.

 

[vig919]

Sooner than later. 49 years is quite enough for me.

 

[PI3.14]

Yes. I basically gave myself the green light few months ago.

 

[Dejected 55]

I'm hoping for tonight. I need to find my courage. I'm hoping.

 

[joshua12]

Hopefully soon for me i'm just waiting on kn.

 

[58Alice85]

definitly before the end of the year

 

[passivethought121]

"Soon" is often just something to soothe me

 

[rozeske]

Yes and it's about the only thing that's helping me get through the days, knowing it will all to be over soon.